My Abusive husband

drunk

                          Lily pov

I was cooking dinner. When my husband texed me. From Josh: I am going to be home late to night hun I'm going out to get drinks with friends.
To Josh: try not to get to drunk. I texed back with trembling fingers there was no reply. when I got done with dinner I made me and Josh plates I put his plate on the coffee table when I got done eating I went upstairs and took a shower. when I was done getting dress I heard the door shut. I ran down stairs."where the fuck is my food bitch". Josh Demanded "I-it's on th-the table."I said stumbling with my words. he ate fast I guess he was hungry. When he got done he came over to me and started kissing my neck I pulled away. he slapped me and said "did I fucking tell you to pull away from me". I started to feel the tears roll down my cheeks because I knew what was about to happen."Why the fuck are you cry hoe" he said. all I could do was cry harder. I tryed to run upstairs to our room but he grabbed my arm."I'm sorry baby"he said kissing my neck again. I wanted to pull away put to afraid that he would slap me again.