Crazy || Hyunlix

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"Yeah, it does."

He was lying.

"Really?.."

Chan nodded, he removed his shirt, ignoring jeongins looks to him. "I've never done this before." Chan heard, jeongin slowly removed his shirt, he was a little insecure. But chan didn't seem to find anything wrong with it.

Chan leaned back into jeongins neck, placing more kisses to where jeongin nearly melted, as he went down more, he also undid his belt buckle in the process of doing this to jeongin.

"Just follow me."

Chan mumbled. He wanted to be rough but he figured it was too of a new feeling so he didn't. He moved jeongin away from the chair, sitting down himself.

"Get on your knees." Jeongin slowly dropped looking up at chan with those eyes. Chan removed his boxers in the process, watching Jeongin as he nervously put his lips on the tip of chan.

"Keep going.." chan mumbled, he wrapped his hands in jeongins hair, not pushing him down but just keeping it there. Chan put his head back when jeongin sped up. Liking the validation he got from his actions from chan.

He felt many emotions. He felt love and lust at the same time. While chan, he was bored of his boyfriend.
So he reached to find someone else to play with — so why not jeongin?

Jeongin was vulnerable enough to actually do it, and jeongin thought it was real love. He'd never experienced real love.

"Here get up, I wanna finish inside of you.." jeongin slowly stood up. How would he take all of that? Chan tilted his head, a look of approval as jeongin took his shirt off.

"Hm, don't be shy."

Chan said.

"Sorry I'm just.." jeongin looked down,"your just?" Chan moved closer , placing his hand gently on the side of jeongins face. Making him look up more, a small smile as he leaned into kiss him a small peck.

"Your lips are soft.." He mumbled, brushing his thumb agianst the surface of jeongins lips. Jeongin blushed, he stood up. He wanted to say something but he forgot as he pulled his pants down he didn't seem to care about the bad thoughts anymore.

His dreams were coming true. Not where he wanted them though. But it was with whom he wanted. Chan kept his eyes narrowed. Finding jeongins body appealing.

"Will this hurt?" Jeongin asked, as chan wrapped jeongins legs around
His waist. "Maybe for a minute, I'll go slow.." chan slowly slid in. Jeongin closed his eyes feeling the pain swell, in his eyes he was very sensitive too pain.

Digging his nails into chans back as he put his face into chans neck, smelling the Colonge he had.

"Ah.." jeongin mumbled as he went all the way in, going slow to comfort the pain on jeongin. "Just tell me when to go faster." Chan said softly.

Chan felt something he never felt before, he was being gentle with someone. He'd never done that. He'd done this with a couple virgins but jeongin seemed to be different. Chan didn't like the feeling.

He felt as if he was truly enjoying jeongins everything.

He felt like he may like jeongin.

He hated the feeling.

He just stopped, looking at the wall jeongins breaths were a little heavy as it did start to feel good. "Wh-whats wrong?" Jeongin asked.

"Nothing."

Chan said.

He could at least enjoy the moment while it lasted. He began to move a little quicker. Pushing his feelings aside. "I-It feels good.." jeongin said, his moans were coming out in strings of pleasure.

Chan felt himself harden even more from the beautiful melodies that came from jeongin. He went in a more rougher and sloping pace. Making jeongins go crazy. The feeling was odd inside of his stomach as the same pace went on for more than 30 minutes. Chan indeed did have good stamina.

"I feel weird."

Jeongin said.

Chan just watched jeongins face as he came, the two being in sync. With eachother. Jeongin breathed heavily. He just laid there, his eyes closed.

He heard the sounds of shuffling noises infront of him, he just grinned looking at chan who was getting dressed, he looked at himself in the mirror. Adjusting his hair.

Jeongin did the same, sliding his uniform back on. "That was so good." Jeongin said, he gave chan the most loveable eyes in the world while he fixed his face, he looked so handsome to jeongin.

"Don't speak about this to anyone."

"Oh, yeah.. because we just did it in a random place?"

Jeongin giggled.

"No, because I just did it with you."

Jeongins smile faded as time went by. He just looked around the room, avoiding eye contact with chan.

"What do you mean.. by that?"

"Jeongin, look at you and look at me."

Chan said, his tone becoming stern each time he spoke. How could he be so mean? "I don't understand." Jeongin mumbled.

"You're under me jeongin, you arent like me, you arent popular like me.. it's fucking embarrassing to know I just had sex with a nerd.. someone under me."

Jeongins breath hitched hearing this.
Feeling tears arise in the corner of his eyes. "But —" jeongin couldn't even speak. His heart had fallen apart for the 30th time in his life but these words hurt worse than before.

"Don't fucking speak to me after this, were strangers okay? Don't drag my name into anything."

"But I like you.. you said you liked me back, I don't understand."

"You're so fucking vulnerable. Open your eyes." Chan said, a scoff, as well as a chuckle coming from his lips.

"And.."

Chan pressed the button on the door that unlocked it, jeongins eyes lit up in pure shock. "You're stupid.." chan smirked, He grabbed the handle slowly walking off before slamming the door.

Jeongin felt weak as he just sat on the floor. He gave his trust into a liar? What was wrong with him?

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