only us in this World.

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It's been a Week since i asked for that guy's wechat.
He actually gave it to me, though. After that, i didn't dream of "nene" at all.
Everytime i'd wake up, my whole body would hurt and i'd cry. It feels like i left something important behind me, i don't know though.
I was gonna ask that girl nene what was wrong in my dream, but Well, in the end i didn't remember any of my dreams. I still catch myself crying, though. It's embarrasing. I might should try texting that guy, he's been weighting on my mind lately. I am not gay, though i don't have any idea why he's on my mind so often.

<rui..official>
Hey.
<iamahandsomeguy>
Hi, bro
<rui..official>
What's your name?
<iamahandsomeguy>
I'm tsukasa, your name must be rui, right?! Thanks for the 2$ last time!
<rui..official>
It's no big Deal, i think.
<iamahandsomeguy>
Okay! How old are you, anyways?
<rui..official>
I am 17, what about you?
<iamahandsomeguy>
Same, bro! Let's get a drink soon. My treat, ofcourse!
<rui..official>
Haha, but only if it's on you.
<iamahandsomeguy>
Okay! How about this saturday?
<rui..official>
Sure, lets meet up at that Café we've First meet. Is 4PM fine with you?
<iamahandsomeguy>
Yeah, Well whatever fits you, ofcourse!! See you then!

I somehow managed to meet up with that guy. His name is tsukasa but it's kind of weird calling that name. It's way too familiar even though i don't even know anyone named tsukasa. It's that feeling again. That feeling that gets me all depressed.
I hope we get along Well, i rather be alone than have someone to not like me.
What's even worse, if they hate me. Ah, tomorrow is already saturday. To be honest, i am Kind of excited somehow. It's like having a Part of myself back. It's refreshing.
I, in General look forward for tomorrow. I hope he feels the Same way as me.