Do you believe in second chances ~changjin

Part 8

"Huh is that supposed to change anything"

You think he could be the love of your life ?

looking at chan confused was he really asking me this

"Yeah I use to think that before he left me for dead "

"This again changbin I know your selfish and you can hold this for as long as you want but you got to forgive him "

Ha forgive him my ass that is pretty much all he cares about he walked out on me yesterday after I told him I won't get rid of my child and I'm the selfish one he needs to get his priorities straight

"Changbin be serious this man is trying to be in his child's life "

"He had a chance to the first time and he fucked it up "

"But you gave him another so act like you did "

"Whatever fuck Hyunjin and his feelings he never considered mine so why must I consider his "

"Your only saying that cause your angry "

"I'm saying that cause it's the truth he's not even sure of what he wants and you tell me to get my priorities straight"

I could not believe this shit I was hearing chan was supposed to be on my side now all of a sudden he's on this bastards side everyone was betraying me

"You like him more than me fuck you go talk to him "

"Changbin it's not that it's just that take time with him "

"Time ? ,time is money and I sure as hell ain't getting paid"

" I just think Hyunjin really cares

"And he told me to get rid of the baby and then do what "

"He probably didn't mean it like that "

"Who's side are you on here chan hyung me or that bastard "

"I'm not picking sides you both are wrong "

"So your on his side is basically what your saying "

"Changbin go home and take a nap "

Damn big head Hyunjin and his beautiful face he thinks I need him and his sorry he has a next thing coming

And Chan hyung is defending him they must be fucking ok maybe I was just being a bit paranoid

Of course I was becoming annoyed changbin was just refusing to let shit go I came all the way down here for him and he just won't hear me out

He's being bipolar he's forgiving me and taking shit back like who even does that

I'm just trying to do what will be best for him of course it wont be easy but I'm really trying here we both are new to this parenting life style

"Changbin I'm sorry okay I'm really trying to consider how you feel but I just don't get it babe I can't understand "

"Because you're not trying to we haven't really talked all we do is argue and that's my fault so what , what do you want to say hwang speak now "

"I'm sorry for everything I did to you but can we just leave it in the pass I'm trying to move forward with us and your not letting it go "

"Okay well I would like to I want you to be in our baby's life you know that I'm pregnant I understand that you plan to stay now and I'm hoping we won't have to split and make it work for the baby "

"Of course I never want my baby to experience the kind of father I had I wanna make it better but the situation you're in right now is scaring my Binnie so open the door at let me in I'm tired of crying know I can't hold you "

The door slowly slid open revealing the lighter wrapped in a warm blanket looking up at the tallers red bloodshot eyes and his stained cheeks the shorter pouted before pulling him down into a warm hug .

They had both ended up on the ground changbin leaving small kisses on Hyunjin's lips

" I love you my big baby "

"I love you to hwang changbin "

"Giving me your last name already "

"I mean it's only right I plan to have a family with you , you aren't in this alone I got you I got us

I love you more then life it self or is it to soon to say that I wanna spend my life with you knowing we will never truly be the same I miss coming home to your smile I missing waking up to you pushing my away I miss us