everyday is a battle
me vs me
all day long i am in thoughts and think of all the things that could possibly be
something that i struggle with and fail to see
is continuing to move on and creating a future for me
a majority of my life i have been fighting with myself and all the thoughts that creep
they linger in my head and they never want to leave
i find myself in moments were i think i am freed
but when it all goes well they come back and haunt me
i question everything that i have done and who i want to be
sometimes i just want to delete my existence and run away,
somewhere where no one can find me where nature can hold and hug me closely
to find a place where all i feel is peace
singing and dancing with the birds to the sound of their tweets
all my life I have been fighting myself and the other voice inside me that keeps telling me to leave
and at times I have lost and given into those thoughts that have tried to end me
i promised myself I would never give up again for the life I have been given with blessings
but I will not lie, it gets really hard sometimes and all i want to do is scream
on top of a hill where no one can be seen
i want to be standing there and let everything go
and hope that universe can hear me and give me hope
YOU ARE READING
a glimpse in my shoes
Poetrywords i put on paper i write to take a step closer to my healing journey silly or not these words mean so much to me and maybe when you read it you might feel something years of feelings growth and change is what you will read as i continue to gr...
