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M.E.

Teen Fiction

Let's start with trigger warning's : R@p3 , Cutting , Blades , abuse , relatable moments , abuse , starvation , crying , nsfw , pain

#bargaining #blade #cutting #deppression #fittingin #girlalone #nsfw #romance #sadness #teen

part 3 : who am i ?

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by jamiexO3o4

by jamiexO3o4

Hello babies ! Sorry mama vine is feeling not so good.., but ! At the end of this book I'll regale who this is <3

I go home . i think to myself 'WHO THE FUCK AM I!? WHO AM I.AM I BOY A GIRL OR NEITHER . A GAY A LESBIAN OR STRAIGHT . FUCK SAKES . ' i hit myself hard , i lock the door .. i start punching and hitting myself violently in anger,i start sobbing .. fuck . I hear my mum.

I quickly wipe my tears and take 5 deep breaths .. " fuck .. " I whisper and then, BANG . BANG . BANG . I rush open hurriedly to the door and unlock it , fuck it's my dad . " **** WHY THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE YOUR DPOR LOCKED . " he screams at me

I tremble .. " I'm sorry , I was about to change ..? " I lie

" I DONT FUCKING CARE DOOR STAYS OPEN OR I REMOVE IT . " he yells at me

I sigh and nod " alright dad .. " I close the door,not locking it but closing it half way , he storms off . My mum is walking up and asks me

" **** food ? " she stares at me blankly

" oh . No thanks .. " I mumbled

" okay " she walked out..

Then I go back to that though .. who the fuck am I ..?

My dad texts me ' Come down to dad' , I sigh confused and walk down ..

Time skip ..

He did it again,he fucking did it again. I didn't say shit though you know why? cus I'm terrified.. he's taller and bigger and is my dad . I say to myself "
I-it's fine .. he's my dad , la-last time ..? " I stutter terrified,I cried myself to sleep not knowing what to do about this anymore.