Beholden | Yeonbin Fanfiction

Chapter 24

“Damn it Kai, trust me, will you?” Taehyun cuts him off. “I never heard of anything you said, let’s just forget it,” Taehyun said and let’s go of his friend then stood up from the sit.

“Instead of doing it to someone, just do it with me, I won’t get hurt,” Hueningkai whispered.

Taehyun bit his lip and cursed in the back of his mind. “Why are you so stupid? You know it’s bad liking your friend, it’s so complicated but I don’t give a fuck about it because I like you as my friend too,” he stated.

“Is it really fucked up? I don’t care if you don’t like me back. We can just act or what. I’m just saying this to let you know that it’s really true and I really want to do it with you.”

Taehyun was taken a back and blinks twice, looking at Hueningkai in surprise. “W-when did you become so b-bold?” Taehyun stuttered.

Hueningkai stands up and held Taehyun’s chin and he just froze in there, waiting for next even if he wanted to stop the younger at the same time.

“Believe me, you’re going to get hurt,” Taehyunw reminds him again.

“I don’t care, I’m all for this,” Hueningkai whispered and claimed his bestfriends lips and the rest happened.

Beomgyu sighs when he heard the story from Taehyun. He looked at him and he saw how problematic he is. You know, Taehyun only shows this real side of him whenever he’s with Beomgyu. He can only be real around him.

“Bae, I j-just can’t put everything in place. My sister went home and everyone’s putting so much pressure on me. I am handling the whole school students and now my bestfriend, Hueningkai, finally confessed. I don’t know what to do, I don’t want to hurt him,” Taehyun let out in such anxious sound.

Beomgyu went closer to him and hugs him, rubs his back in circular motion. “It’s okay, don’t overthink things, everything will be fine. Don’t worry about it and I know you can do it, bae,” Beomgyu whispered.

“I’m a bit tired,” Taehyun whispered and tears escaped from his eyes. “I need to make sure people will see me as intimidating, strong, and even an asshole who sticks in his own principles but I’m still a human,” he cried.

Beomgyu didn’t say anything and continued caressing the younger’s back, even kissing the top of his head. He let the kid rants and cries to help him ease. Taehyun is strong but whenever he’s feed up, he’ll cry on Beomgyu’s chest because he feels safe in there.

“You okay now?” Beomgyu asked when Taehyun pushed him a little then he brushes Taehyun’s cheeks.

“I feel so stupid. I should have thought and calculated things properly. Letting my emotion go out like this is making everything messed up,” Taehyun stated.

“You shouldn’t worry and feel sorry to the things that you cannot control,” Beomgyu stated and smiles. “Stop thinking about things that’s already out of your hand, like what you’ve said, you’re just a human.”

“I kinda hate you for being so sweet,” Taehyun suddenly said that made Beomgyu chuckles. “We know each other since we’re kid, we have different schools before but we always meet at weekends, we grow up like that and we were our both first but why can’t we have feelings for each other?”

“Right… I guess, we can’t really force ourselves to love someone,” Beomgyu replied.

“If only we like each other, things could have gotten more in controlled,” Taehyun stated and looks down. “But we aren’t…”

Beomgyu held Taehyun’s cheeks and kissed his lips. “I told you not to think about it anymore.”

Taehyun nods, “Yeah! S-sorry,” he chuckles. “How’s Soobin?” he asked.

Beomgyu sighs and put his hands together. “There’s something going on him and Yeonjun,” he answered.

“Yes I know that but what exactly?” Taehyun asked.

“I think they are having sex or what, I don’t really want to ask the obvious,” he replied pursed his lips.

“And you just let him?”

“Who am I to stop him who he wants to fuck him? Besides, for sure Soobin likes him already,” Beomgyu answered.

“We kinda share the same braincells sometimes,” Taehyun commented and chuckles.

“Maybe because we fuck so many times,” Beomgyu added and they both laugh. “How are you going to deal with Kai now? Do you like him more than I in bed?”

“God, bae! You know how much I love your cock in me and Hueningkai’s… it was his first time so I find it cute but I don’t want us to do it again,” he stated.

“Because if you do, I will never going to fuck you again,” Beomgyu said.

“And that’s why I don’t want to!” Taehyun snapped. “And we’re f-friends. I don’t really want to hurt him,” his voice lowered.

“And I don’t want to fuck you knowing another dick is entering you, I hate that shit,” Beomgyu chuckles and he received a slap on his arm.

“Dumbass,” Taehyun reacted with a small laughs.

“So, what do you want us to do? I don’t want to see you having that face, it’s annoying me. Should we do it, bae? I can make it rough today,” Beomgyu suggested.

Taehyun shook his head, “Nope, you said you’re not in the mood now and I already got one earlier,” he said.

“Okay then,” Beomgyu gets up and pulled some compiled papers on his study desk. “Come here,” he gestured Taehyun.

Taehyun went closer to him and made him sit, “What is this?” he asked browsing the papers with some mathematical problems in there.

“To help you get rid of your stress, bae. Choose some questions then let’s have a good time later, okay?” Beomgyu said and kissed his cheeks.

Taehyun smiles at him, “Thank you bae,” he mouthed and reached Beomgyu’s lips to kiss them. “I’ll be fine after this,” Taehyun assured.

No one really knows about Taehyun except Beomgyu. Beomgyu who compiled random mathematics, chemistry, physics and other shits that needs to get solved as Taehyun’s stress reliever. He knows him well except who Taehyun really likes.

But he’s not forcing Taehyun to speak up about him. He knows the kid have so many plans.

“Bae, if we’re on our 30s and still single, let’s just get married,” Taehyun proposed while calculating numbers inside his head.

“Sure bae, I bet you're going to be the best wife.”