Loving you is exhausting

Chapter 2

Meredith's point of view

I'm going to have my own little baby to love and care, I can give the fetus things I never had as a child . This is truly a blessing for me and I'm not complaining about it

I'm so excited about this child , and I'm gonna keep it, I don't care about everyone's negative opinions. My choice is all that matters , I sat on the bed still being silent thinking about my pregnancy.

"Well your fucked , you should get a abortion. You don't want it to grow up with out a father ." Cristina says opening the ice cream, the raven haired female didn't even get to have a bite of the cold treat

" first of all, I really want my baby because she deserves a chance, and second of all this is my ice-cream ." I snapped out of my thoughts and snatched the ice-cream from her

" Damn , keep your baby then . But don't cry about it ." Cristina says and she shrugs

" Can you please hush and the fetus will, probably have a good father, And  who knows maybe Derek will step up ." I shrug and start eating my ice cream .

"He might..." Cristina grabs some of my icecream with her spoon

I hit her hand, and take the spoon back ." Im not telling you nothing else, you can not hush ."I tell her , I'm slightly annoyed

Alex chuckles ." Your right She already texted Derek about it." He eats his own snacks I don't know what he's eating but, I want some .

" CRISTINA!" I slap her on her arm , it wasn't hard just firm

Cristina winces " owww, what was that for ." She says

I was pissed off and I didn't know what to do , I was kinda  hurt." You never know how to mind your own business ." I say

Cristina scoffs." Im so sorry," She says , she has a red mark on her arm but she was also being sarcastic

I rolled my eyes, and I hear a knock at the door so I get down there and open the door. It's him

"Your pregnant ?" Derek asks

"Yes, and ?" I ask him and I'm not letting him in

" I want you to get an abortion, I have a wife who can't have kids and that's unfair ." He say pushing the door more

"Well it's not my fault your wife's uterus is all dried up, and I'm keeping my baby . They deserve a chance and if you don't want to be in the child's life then don't be , we don't need you ." I say as i start to turn around

"Fine, but fuck you and I hope you miscarry so I don't have to deal with you ! ." Derek says loudly and got in his car

" I hope you are not on drugs , like your sister ." I slammed the door and went upstairs.

"Cristina go home , and I'll see you tomorrow." I say to her cause I have a attitude

" Why ?" Cristina asks , the raven head seems annoyed

" you should have kept your mouth closed and he wants me to abort my child or miscarry ." I say

"I'm so so sorry mer." Cristina says

"Sorry doesn't help , go home !" I raise  my voice a little, Alex stayed the night and he slept in my bed

I woke up and it was just a dream but Alex was here .

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