Played by Fated | Jeonghan

~• Part 58 •~

"even so, we never knew what's inside the water. There can be anything like broken glasses, stones, trashes, crocodiles, frogs or fishes. Who knew.." he continue and make me chuckled slowly and frowned afterwards. Seems like he wanted to tell something. The silence circling us except for the river sounds and people who walking around.

"Like people. They may look calm and happy but we didn't know what's hiding behind all those faces and emotions." he continue while turning to look at me. He then slowly hold my hand in his and pull me a little closer.

"Eun, I know you suffered a lot from what I've done to you even though you keep smiling to other people. I couldn't count on how much I've hurted you. I know but I still did it. I know and I regret all of it now. I don't know what happened to me that I'm being so hateful to everyone. I know it's cliche but that's what really happened." he said and slowly take another one of my hand in his.

"I'm sorry that I left you long time ago without telling you anything. I'm sorry that even until now, I can't tell you why but when it's the right time, I'll tell you. I'm sorry for using you to get what I want. The position, the title, the property. I'm sorry that I treated you like a maid, like a trash, a bug and hurt you so badly that you got sick."

wait, does he know I got sick?

"how y—"

"let me finish" he cut me off and move closer to me.

"I'm sorry for everything and every words I've said to you. I don't have enough words on how to say I am so sorry to you. If I have to say millions time of sorry to you, I'll do it. I did a lot of fucked up things to you and your mom. And what's worst I don't even get to see her in the last day."

he what? what did he actually mean? I am more confused now. I then see tears on his eyes. He cried?? He cried again?

"Eunjin, I know I'm a bad person and I don't deserve to have you back. I don't deserve to be love by an innocently kind person like you or even anyone. I don't even deserve to be respect but Eun, I promise I will change. I'm sorry for everything. I've hurt you so bad. I'm sorry eun. I'm sorry. I understand if you don't want to accept my apology. I understand. I'm sorr—"

I cut him off by pulling him into a hug. He cry even more. I am mad at him but even so my feelings for him never faded. I feel so stupid for always keeping my hope high and hoping for one day he'll return it. I know I should be mad and hating on him but it seems the pain faded when it comes only to him. He hurt me so badly but I just can't ignore him. I'm weak yes. I tried to stand up and defend myself but I failed every time.

Call me stupid but his eyes just show how sincere he are. People said, you can lie but never eyes and heart. And that's what I see. It hurt seeing him cry like this. I never see he cried this bad. I didn't even know he can be so weak like this. He keep mumbling 'I'm sorry' while sobbing and hiccup. People around are watching but I couldn't careless.

After about a few minutes, he pulled away and wiped all his tears. He let out a chuckle and make me frown.

"You'd never believe I have this side of mine right?" he asked. I hate on how he always know what's on my mind. I just stupidly nodded. He chuckle again. He then took both of my hand back in his and hold it tightly.

"Eunjin, I'm serious about everything I said. I want you back in my life. I want you back as my wife. I want us to start all over again." of course what he said make me shocked but at the same time, touched.

"I love you Park Eunjin. I won't ask or force you to return it but Please I hope you can forgive me for all the things I did to you. Please, I'm sorry. I am so sorry. I promise I'll protect and take care of you every day and every hour. Let's start over. Let's build our new life together" he said while looking deeply into my eyes. I don't know what got into me but I feel so emotional that I started to cry. He hugged me and caress my back softly.

"I know. I know it's hard. I won't push you to do it. It's okay. I understand if yo—"

"Okay." I cut him off.

"okay? okay what?" he asked. Now he's the one who looked confuse.

I move away from him just to look into his eyes. Holding his hand tightly. I've been thinking for months after he apologize before and now that he apologize again and look like he really changed. I guess I can give it a try. It won't hurt, right?

"I'll give you the second chance that you want. We can start over. Together like you said." I said while clearing my throat and his eyes widen.

"You serious?? Like are you serious??" he asked with excitement showing on his face. I just nodded and he pulled me into a hug again.

"Eunjin you don't know what you just did. I'm so happy! Thank you so much. Thank you." he pulled away and look into my eyes.

"but President, this second chance is the last chance I can give to you. Please don't disappointed me anymore. You've broke your promises before and I just hope you won't ever do that again." I said looking into his eyes.

"I promise. I'll use this chance with everything I have. I won't waste it. Thank you so much for trusting me. Thank you for giving me a chance." He said and hug me again. I did have a little doubtful thought on him but we wouldn't know if we didn't try. I just hope this last chance wouldn't be a disappointment.

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