Unfortunately. (S4S)

"Aint we gay" .

Oh my god I really just throw up all over Z floor. Im a lil embarrassed. But shit, she seem to understand. I can tell she was kinda upset.

I sat there wondering if I should just leave and never show my face around her anymore. Would that be necessary?

Idk.

I washed my body until I was fresh again. I grabbed a towel Z had lefted me and threw it around my waist and I realized that Z had left me a white T, some shorts, some new drawls, and a new tooth on the bathroom counter. I threw them on them brushed my teeth.

I walked out the bathroom still a little embarrassed. I guess Z noticed because looked up at me and said "it's all good ma, youn gotta be embarrassed or nun"

I just looked down at the floor not saying anything. I heard Z getting up walking close to me then felt my chin lifting up as Z grabbed my face.

Why this hoe keep grabbing me.

"It's all good ma"

I nodded kinda in ew that she called me ma. I prefer daddy

"uh- I appreciate you fr. Thanks for cleaning up my germs and letting me stay for the night"

Z shruged it off "it's all good , had to make sure yo lil tough ass ain't get tagged team by them niggas"

I smacked my teeth then I laughed.

Z punched my arm playfully "yo lil ass crazy asl dawg" Z said playfully laughing as she layed  down on her bed.

I punched her in return punched her leg "Ow that hurt" I looked at Z and Shook my head.

" stop being a baby"

Z pouted while rubbing her arm "now you gotta make it feel better"

I looked at her confused.

Tf she mean.

I leaned in to rub her arm "Better?" I tapped her arm 2 times before saying "you'll be alright"

Z grabbed my arm pulling me closer locking eyes with me.

"You know what would make it feel better?"

I was a lil confused because I didn't know what she was going for.

" uh I-.." before I can get any things else out Z placed her soft lips on mine and kissed me.

Atp im shocked. Confused.

This is so gay. I mean, ik I'm gay but this... this is really gay.

But her lips are so soft and full I just don't do studs

I pulled away from the kiss snapping out my thoughts . "Yo wtf you doing"

" I- I apologize. I don't think you would mind" Z said.

I looked at her confused "I mean like ain't this weird? Like it's gay" I pointed out.

Z looked at me confused

"nigga ain't we gay?"

I looked at Z. "Yea but we both studs. Idk it's just don't feel right".

I looked down and Z grabbed my chin lifting my face up

"so just because we both studs make it weird for us kiss? We both gay. We both like girls. We both got a coochie right?"

I looked at Z thinking.

Damn.

I never thought of it like that.

It just ain't never came to mind. I've always fw fems I even fw a stem before but a stud? Never.

Z was kinda different tho. Her vibe and energy was different but something about her being a stud just threw me off.

                                 Z POV~

I can tell Lay was uncomfortable with me kissing her. I don't think she understand that we both females.

I mean it ain't weird or nun. We both gay right?

" Look my fault if I made you uncomfortable ma I shoulda asked you"

Lay struged it off  "naw it's cool. I just never saw myself fw a stud"

I looked at her in all seriousness, " yk we both females right? we just dressed in nigga clothes, If I take my all this baggy shit off you gone see  titties. Just like a fem

Lay shook her head as if she was confused with her agreement. "I know but it's just different I don't know".

This bitch gone piss me.

I just left it alone..I was already mad. I was horny. I need to fuck sum bad I got sum pressure build up !!

I got up grabbing me a pillow and a extra cover that I had "well alr gang I'm finna gts"

Lay nodded " yea me too" Lay watched me as I was walking out the room.

She gave me confused look then asked "where you going?"

I  kelt walking without looking back. "I'ma sleep on the couch you can sleep in here".

Lay didn't say anything. I expected that. I didn't wanna make her any more uncomfortable more then she probably already was.

I went downstairs to the living and laid down on the couch making myself comfortable. As I was laying there I started thinking hard about why tf I kissed Lay . I hope shit not gone get awkward

Fuck.

I rolled over, I was alr still tipsy and high as fuck.

I was tired no bap

I caught myself dozing off and KO'D

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LAY POV-

The whole time I was laying in Z bed I couldn't sleep. I was too busy up thinking about Z kissing me.

Her lips touching mine. Mm

Her lips were so soft

Why did she kiss me? Why did I stop her? ... Did I actually like studs? I was questioning tf out myself. It's not that I didn't want to kiss Z but its just didn't feel right.

yk?

I was really sitting here thinking hard asl. I aint even catch myself before I nodded off.