Deku as Ray (Tpn x mha)

"Where's your ear?!"

Deku/Ray POV
"Good evening Shoto!" I called to him as I walked into his traditional Japanese styled room.
"Hi Izuku," he responded in his usual monotone voice. I gave him a bright smile. My personality is nothing like Deku's, I see these two sides of me as different people, Deku as my fake personality and Ray as my real one. Not even my adoptive mother or my boyfriend, Shoto, know about my past or real name. That has always been something I keep as a secret, more secret than having Ofa.
"What you doing?" I asked sitting beside him.
"Texting my sister," he said, turning his attention towards me. He texted something else, I'm assuming he was saying bye, and pulled me into a gentle hug. Thats when I realised I was leaning on his right side for a change. I normally sit on his left for two reasons: 1, it's warmer, and 2, so he doesn't notice my missing ear. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder, and placed his head onto my fluffy green hair (I dyed it to match his adoptive mother). Thats when I noticed him back away. I looked over at him. A look of horror was in his eyes. Before I could say anything, he placed his hand where my left ear should be. His eyes widened and so did mine after realising he now knows. He pulled his hand away and just stared at me, his expression unchanging for a minute.
"What the hell happened to your ear?!" he yelled.
"Shhhhhh," I shooshed him, putting my finger to my lips, don't want anyone else to know.
"What happened?" he asked again, his voice quieter this time. I looked away, my vision blurring as tears began to form in my eyes. He seemed to notice this as he pulled me into a soft embrace. I cried into his chest as the memories from Grace field invaded my thoughts once again. After around half an hour, I managed to calm down and Shoto released me from his hug.
"Sorry..." I whispered.
"For what?" he asked, tilting his head.
"For what happened to Connie..." I told him, my voice shaky as I mentioned my little sister.
"I'm sure what happened wasn't your fault," he reassured me. It was my fault, Shoto doesn't know what was happening for the first 12 years of my life. I didn't say anything else for a while, just sat next to him in a comfortable silence. It stayed like this until it was time for my training with All Might. I said goodbye to Sho and headed out to where me, Kacchan and All Might meet everyday for training.