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I walk up to my bedroom-length mirror and look at my body in the mirror while biting down on my lower lip grabbing a handful of my stomach fat and just scan my body in the mirror while tearing up for a few minutes
I hear my stepmother yell "LEILANI GET YOUR FAT ASS DOWN HERE NOW AND COME WASH THESE DAMN DISH"
I mumble a silent okay and I turn away from the mirror and grab my blue jeans and slide them on grab my long t-shirt and slide it on walk out of my room and walk downstairs to see my dad sitting on the couch drinking his life away while watching the football game
I sigh and walk into the kitchen and watch my stepmom make the dishwater I walk over to her and start washing the random ass dishes that magically appeared in the sink once I'm done placing the last dish on the dish rack
I turn around and walk out of the kitchen before I can walk upstairs I hear my miserable dad speak up and say "You look dirty and filthy with you fat ass go upstairs and don't come back down" I walk upstairs while tears slowly slide down my cheek and I proceed to walk into my room and slam the door behind myself and sit down on my bed
I look up at the ceiling while whispering under my breath "Mom why did you have to leave me so earlier fuck why couldn't I go with you"
btw my biological mother died a year ago in a car accident leaving me and my father alone he would yell at me even calling me unnecessary names and he started to drink once he started drinking he would start blaming me for my own mother's death and it would hurt me so badly I would blame my damn self so he thought he would be a good idea to get married to that witch
I lay back against my bed wipe my tears away and close my eyes shut while thinking about my mother I hear my phone going off and I get up grab my phone off my changer swipe the phone right sit down on my bed and put my phone up to my hear
On the Phone with my Best Friend me: heyy babes best friend: hey babes what are you doing right now me: nothing about to go to sleep why? best friend: because I really wanna go out tonight and I know your parents aren't going to be there all tonight so come on babe me: fine they leave at 8 pm text me when you get here love you best friend: I gotcha babes I LOVE YOU TOO BABES XOXO
I hang up my phone put my phone back on the charger close my eyes and fall asleep
A few minutes pass somebody is tapping me on my shoulder roughly waking me up I slowly open my eyes and see my drunk dad standing above me and I sit up quickly while trying to think of the first word that's gonna come out my mouth
