Again.. - Ed Sheeran-

There.

Walking towards the stage, this day marks my one more month with Ed. Exactly.

"Hellllllooooo everyone!!" I see my fans everywhere. Even though I only open for Ed, I have developed his fans as my own. Mostly they love me. Occasionally there's some that hate me but I have Ed to help me through it all.

They cheered, and I started to sing ''Your Song'' by Elton John. It was so quiet and peaceful. As I got more into the song, I closed my eyes and stummed away on my guitar my amazing boyfriend got me. 

I thought of all I have accomplished in almost a year. 

Touring.

Signings.

Fan Mail.

Ed.

All of it wraps up in a month. Then, where will I be? What will I accomplish then?

The song was ending, as I stuck my final chord. Perfect. More crowd cheering, then I looked all around.

This is what my life has been, and I hope will continue to be for many more shows.

"I just wanted to say a massive thank you all! Everyone, even the ones on twitcam watching this show live for free," I winked, and continued,"Everyone has been so amazing and you all made my dreams come true! Love you all!" I then walked off of the stage.

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"Amazing. Again." Ed kissed my lips.

"Thanks babe. You did okay." He pretended to look offended. I smiled at him before turning to get on the bus.

"What do you wanna doooooo??" Ed asked, carrying in my bag full of my preshow needs, and his guitar. I had my guitar in my hand, already.

"ICE CREAMMM!" I yell out loud, making myself giggle and Ed laugh.

"Ice cream it is." He put the stuff in his arms and hands down and got out the icecream. I got out the bowls and one spoon and one fork.

Ed looked at my fork, and quirked his eyebrows.

"A fork?" 

"I can't use a spoon for ice cream thats firm!" 

"Your weird." He smirked.

"And your cute." I grabbed a hold of his bright red and chubby cheeks, squeezing them.

"Staph!!" Yelling like a baby, Edward. I see how it is.

"Imma turn on the TV to Dance Mom's!" I made my way over to the plasma.

"NOOO!"

"YES!" I stuck out my tongue at him, which he gladly returned back.

"Aren't you funny??"

"Yes. Yes I am." He said, coming into the room with the ice cream while I grabbed a black blanket. I wanted to snuggle okay?

"Snuggle session?" Ed asked. I shook my head yes.

"Fine by me." 

As we kept eating our, delicious, ice cream I thought of something to ask Ed.

"What will I do?" I put my now empty bowl on the sidetable. Ed was already done with his ice cream, so I snuggled closer to him.

"When?" 

"In one month..." I heard Ed sigh. He didn't even want to have this convorsation, but I needed to know.

"Stay." 

"But my contract-"

"Get a new one." He shrugged. I thought about that. Why would I just want to be an opening act? I wanted a show to myself. A full two hours of me, not 15 minutes. 

"You don't want to, do you?" Ed asked.

"I want to stay with you." Which wasn't a lie. I loved him for gods sake. I wanted to stay with him, but travel by myself...too..

"But..." Of course. Ed is good with this stuff. He knows if you are hiding something or just flat out lying. I wasn't really doing either one of them, but I just wasn't telling him everything.

"I want to tour." He sat up, and so did I, both crossing our legs in the Indian position.

"You are.." His face fell into a frown.

"By myself..." Suddenly my nails were of interest. I stared at my hands, waiting for Ed to speak. When he didn't I looked up to see his hands over his face.

"I want to still be with you Ed, but I want my own show. My own fans and my own two hours. I don't want to be just an opening act." I explained.

"I know...I don't want you to leave..." He frowned. 

"I won't leave you forever, you know. Even if I'm across the country I'll still be with you." 

"Where?" He asks.

I pointed to his heart.

"There."