𝟭𝟱 𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗦𝗢𝗡𝗦 𝗡𝗢𝗧 𝗧𝗢 𝗗𝗜𝗘

𝟬𝟬; 𝗧𝗢 𝗗𝗜𝗘

When the world feels like it's being crushed into pieces, and only you can feel it... the feeling of carrying the whole world on your back... does your mind will still be capable of thinking of some reasons to live or your mind will be just full of reasons to die?

But does killing yourself make it better? Or only passing the burden and sadness to those people surrounds you?

Given how much losing a family or a friend affected a guy named Kim Taehyung, he only guessed at the devastation he had experienced. Pain mixed with guilt, , and regret makes for a bitter drink, the taste of which he's seen take many months or even years to wash out from his mind.

The one question everyone has asked without exception, that they ache to have answered more than any other, is simply: why? Why did their friend, child, parent, spouse, take their own life? Even when a note explaining the reasons are found, lingering questions usually remain: yes, they felt enough despair and misery for them wanting to die, but why did they feel that? A person's suicide often takes the people it leaves behind by surprise.

Then one day, he thought about it a lot.... "If I die... will the pain stop?"

Experiencing a lot of things, even blaming himself for someone's death is already gone enough for him. Mixes of guilt, pain, grudge and anger are pushing him to do the very sinful thing to do, to die killing yourself. The pain keeps on following him and it won't stop. And nobody listened, nobody cared.

Taehyung took a step forward to a cliff end of one of the school buildings' rooftop, looking down at the height of an 8th floor building. It will surely end anyone's life if someone falls.

"I feel more clarity than I have ever felt in my dull life. In one minute, I will be free from the voices, from the pain, from the reality... finally" Taehyung whispered to no one in particular, smiling while his tears were continuously streaming down his face.

He's more than ready to step forward once again to the death upon him. But someone'svoice voice stopped him from further jumping....

"If you're jumping there, make sure to land with your head first, okay?"

Taehyung looked beside him, a girl standing and leaning on the railings he was stepping on, looking at him with a smile that cannot be identified if it's sincere or not.

"Who the hell are you?"

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FIRST OF ALL HAPPY NEW YEAR 2023!!! HOPE U WILL HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR AHEAD AND FULFILL ALL YOUR WISHES 💖💖💖💖

Hyy besties it's KC here, if u don't know my old wattpad account @/jimtaefiqs got deleted for some unknown reason which I literally don't know I tried my best to get it back but I can't get it. So I made another account. As it's new year I want to gift u all something, so it's my new gift to u all. A brand new Taehyung ff, hope you all like it. Give lots of love💫💖❤💖❤💫

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Date: 1st January 2023 [AGAIN HAPPY NEW YEAR]

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