But my face fell as it was only my chaotic friend group chat. The chat included me, Darcy, Tara, Tao, Isaac and Elle. It's called 'Paris Squad'.
I'm surprised I even have friends at this point. I barley make it to hang outs lately.
My social battery from my depression is always low.
Tao: I demand we all hang out soon. Shall we do a game night? my place?
Elle: demand? I guess we don't have an option lol!
I'm glad that they are at least still friends after the breakup.
Darcy: I'm in! Tell me when and I'll be there! :)
Tara: if Darcy's going I'm going
Tao: Yay! It's happening!! Tao: Can you come Charlie?
I stare at my phone for a bit to long; getting lost in my bad thoughts. They've come back again, I need to tell Geoff.
I don't think they'd want me there while I'm missing Nick. I'll be such a drag; ruin the fun. Maybe It'll be better if I'm not there.
Char: I can't. Sorry
Tao: ugh. You never hang out with us anymore!
Elle: Tao. Don't make him feel bad.
Tara: yeah! Give him a break. Charlie's prob just missing Nick.
I rubbed my face and sat on my bed. Tao is definitely mad at me now. I ruin everything. Tears whelmed in my eyes as I put my phone to the side and take a deep breath.
I'm getting overwhelmed from the group chat. My phone buzzed again.
This time it was Nick.
Nicky❤️: are you okay? I saw you weren't hanging out with the gang.
Nicky❤️: Oops I haven't checked in! Uni is already kicking my ass. Lol!
Dang it, I forgot Nick was apart of the groupchat. He probably is worried about me now, I'm such a screw up.
Today is a bad mental day, for sure. I'm trying not to admit it. Maybe it'll go away.
Char: I'm ok! I understand ur busy babe. Don't feel bad. I love you ❤️
Hopefully he can't tell I'm lying over text. But knowing Nick, he probably can.
Nicky❤️: thx for being so understanding. I feel like a bad boyfriend atm 😅 I love you too. miss you sm.
Nicky❤️: Make sure to take care of yourself!
I smiled at my phone, Nick always makes it better.
Char: you are NOT A bad boyfriend!
Char: Just ate breakfast little late but whatever. Still ate.
Char: I hope your eating ok and not just junk food! Lol!!
Nicky❤️: My mom didn't allow candy in the house.
Soo I definitely have some in my dorm room drawer :)Nicky❤️: don't tell on me!
I can't believe how pure Nick is. He's adorable, the world doesn't deserve him.
Char: ha! You BETTER come back with a bigger belly I can use as a pillow!
Char: Ur very comfy.
Nicky❤️: I'll come back with abs after all these rugby practices ;)
Char: there better not be any hot guys on that rugby team!
Crap, I hope he knows I'm joking and not a jealous boyfriend.
Nicky❤️: Nah. Your the only hot guy in my life 😍😩🥵
Char: stop making me blush
Char: I do hope uni is going good tho.
Char: and your adjusting well and your roommates are nice!
Char: And that rugby is going good!!
Nicky❤️: yes! Everything is great!! Only chaotic and busy. Which can be nice and annoying at times.
Nicky❤️: My roommates name is Ethan. He's pretty chill. No problems there.
Nicky❤️: Rugby is great too! The teammates are cool. Even if I'm not the best on the team anymore 😅
I smile down at my phone as I began my morning, well afternoon routine. Knowing Nick is doing okay instantly calmed my anxiety down.
Char: not the rugby king I see ;)
Nicky❤️: hah. Nope. Got to do some hw now for a class. Love you xx
Part of me doesn't want this conversation to end. But Ik Nick has more important stuff to do then talk to me now.
Char: ok! I Love you too xx
"Charlie! Are you ready!? Micheal is here!" Tori called from downstairs.
I quickly brushed my hair and rushed downstairs. I give micheal a nod as a greeting.
"You take longer to get ready than Tori does." Micheal teased. Tori snorted and grabbed her jacket.
"So what are we doing?" I ask grabbing my jacket as well.
It's pretty cold in at the moment.
"I thought we can go ice skate then lunch? Well dinner after." Micheal rambled out.
I swore I saw Tori smile a little, which is rare.
They really are adorable.
"Fine with me." Tori nods and pulls me out to the car.
A/n: if you made it all the way to the end I applaud you!
Shall I make a part two? I really enjoyed writing this chapter.
Or I can even make it into a new story too!
Let me know what you guys think!
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