Define love. || Young Leonardo Dicaprio

Chapter 52

I watched as the two girls stood up from there seats and the camera beaming to a make shift stage in its two microphones in the centre. The music started to play and they started to sing. I couldn't care for Britney's verses. Don't get me wrong it was good but Kenna's verses really stood out to me

(A/N the - is going to be Britney's lines to the song but I'm not going to type it out, so you'll only be reading Kenna's verses! Song is everytime by Britney Spears only!)

"Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong?
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And every time I try to fly I fall
Without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see
You in my dreams
I see your face
It's haunting me
I guess I need you baby"

They continued to sing. Even Tobey is intrigued by the music

"It's a bit slow for Britney Spears...are you sure want to continue watching?" Tobey questioned. I just nodded

"Ok it's your choice" Tobey shrugged

"I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away"

My heart ached at her lines, I could tell it hurt her aswell with the way she was singing it. It wasn't easy to watch it wasn't easy to hear how she felt through a song. But I guess that was the only way she could express it without having to physically say it herself.

McKennas POV

After singing Britney's and I's song live I couldn't help but fade out into my thoughts. It hurt me so so much to not be with Leo anymore. Having to leave without even saying goodbye. I was so stuck in my sadness I didn't even know how I was doing this interview right now.

When the song ended Britney gave me a sympathetic look and we made our way back to our seats

"Wow that really touched our hearts that was so meaningful, very different for you Britney!" Claire the interviewer said

"Oh very different but we wrote this song literally a couple of days ago, something we came up with last minute from past experiences" Britney said

"Now we'll get back to you soon Britney, Kenna can I just say you are an incredible singer, I mean we've witnessed it when you sang with the Celine Dion at the golden globes, you're really making a name for yourself" Claire directed the interview on me now. I took a deep breath and smiled. Good thing I had experience with acting so if I need to put on a fake happy persona my skills will work perfectly for it

"I know the Celine Dion, how crazy?! I personally didn't think I'd make this far. I mean Britney was such an inspo"

"Why thankyou" Britney playfully said

"No seriously and hear I am, she's one of my besties now and I've got a song with her" I smiled

"That's incredible, now I know you're first 2 songs were also based on true emotions. 2 songs heavily about liking and loving someone" Claire said. I almost broke out into a breakdown but deep breaths is what helped contained them. The thing is no one knew me and Leo have broken up other than close friends and family. But the world had no idea. I should've known Leo would have been brought up atleast once in this interview. I was prepared to answer anything but whether or not I can keep it private and put in like there was nothing wrong I guess we'll find out

"'Better' made it number one for weeks and then you came out with bleeding love, which is seriously my jam. But would you say you're inlove? What is love to you"

I sat and thought. My hands started to get fidgety but Britney held them discreetly for support. She knew how hard this is for me. When I thought about love only one thing came to mind and that was Leo. I didn't have to put much thought into at all but let the heart speak at this moment

"Look love is a very strong emotion, there's so many ways to love something or someone, I couldn't define love. Not in one way anyway" I started to speak. I stalled for a second and swallowed

"For me, and this will be different for everyone aswell once you know what love is you'll just know.. but for me love is having a deep affection for someone. You know someone you could 100% be yourself around without any judgements, getting their full support and patience but also giving the same back without a single thought. You know for me to love someone I feel safe, I've always said this but they feel like home" I giggled

"Wow well said" Britney said giving me a warm small smile

"Agreed" Claire said, "So in other words is this how you feel about leo?" Claire asked in excitement. My face immediately warmed up at his name. Which was weird because I thought I'd be the total opposite

Leo's POV

The way she described love was exactly how I felt for her. She couldn't describe it any better. I always thought it'd all be about sex and attraction but Kenna changed that for me. My eyes started to fill with tears. I just miss her, I just want us to be back together again. If I had to quit filming I'd do it if it meant I got Kenna back.

"Do you love Leo?" I hear the interviewer asked again. Tobey shook his head at the interrogation especially on live television but I just needed to know if she loved me still. Maybe there would still be a chance of 'us'

"Uuuh..." she paused and swallowed. No matter how hard this was for her she seemed to be putting a good brave face on. I guess that the perks of being an actor aswell

"Yeah I do love Leo"

"So the way you defined love is how you feel about Leo" the interviewer continued. I watched her swallow and nodded

"I never knew what love was, Leo is my first love, he showed what love is, something I never really had until he came along" I see her face starting to become genuine and soft

"Awww don't we love, love?" The interviewer exclaimed

"Are you hearing this bro?" Tobey said raising his brows

"Yeah... she just said she loves me"

To be continued...