MAYA
As I walk away from Josh after everything he said, I feel pain. I feel love, hate. All of it. As I walk he doesn't stop talking. He just keeps yelling at me all the things he loves about me. There's not much to live in my eyes. "MAYA YOUR ARE EVERYTHING ALL RAPPED UP INTO ONE!" He shouts as I walk further and further away. I'm crying. I'm crying heavy tears my heart feels heavy and my chest aches. I like him but I can't. I can't handle all this right now with everything going on. It's just all to much. Liking Lucas but having to consider Riley's feelings. Liking Josh but being afraid of Riley's feelings. I love Riley. She's my best friend. But I need to think about everything. About Josh about Lucas and most importantly about Riley. I turn around and shout at Josh "I NEED TIME. GIVE ME TIME JOSH" he climbs down from the swing he had been preaching at me on and moves closer to me.
"oh Maya Hart that is the one thing we don't have much of". That didn't make sense but it did. I turn back around and walk off. Leaving Josh behind and walking away from my feelings I just have to take a break from all this shit and focus on myself.
JOSH
My attempt to capture Maya failed. She's a hard one to crack. My heart is broken still. But just seeing her in person starts to slowely put the pieces back together one by one. No matter how long it taken, I will have Maya hart.
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Hey!
Sorry for the really short chapter. I've had softball games every night and I'm super busy with school right now. Sorry guys. I will try and write this weekend if I get the chance! I promise I will update within the next 1-5 days.
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Fanfictionthis fanfic is about mostly joshaya a bit of lucaya and some rucas. maya gets torn between her feeling for josh while there age gap scares her and her feeling for lucas but rileys feelings scare her. while riley is completely clueless about mayas fe...
