freezing to death is never an answer

7. I had you worried , and? you didnt care when i worried about you so shut up.

at 8 pm the Dream team left , they wanted to take Tommy home but he said he was good to bike home and they trusted him but that was their mistake because Tommy did infact not go home but to a flower field he found a few months ago. Even now in December it was still beautiful with the snow over the field and the trees. 

(i may have forgotten to mention that its December now but who cares? right? also : SMOKING WILL BE HERE so if you dont like reading it if someone smokes then ehm yea idk man , just wanted to warn you ig? lol)

He got a picture from when he was one year old out , he was being held by Wilbur , next to them was Techno and behind them stood Phil with Kristen. He couldnt remember it but he hated it now. He got a lighter out of hir pocket with a cigarette , he had started smoking two years ago when he was fifteen , he had found a Cigarette packet in Wilburs room when he was looking for something there a week after the twins had left , when he saw the cigarettes he just took them and hid them in his room till he was so stressed that he started smoking at 15. Since then he had started it , He know how bad it was for his lungs so he tried to not smoke to much , maybe only once a Month or every few days but not everyday or to often. 

He lit the cigarette and put it on his mouth to take a puff before he blew out the smoke while he looked at the picture , he put the cigarette between his lips careful to not have it fall down before he turned the lighter on and put the picture over the flame watching it slowly decay before packing the lighter back away , throwing the last peace of the picture away and walking to the house with the cigarette. 

Before he got on the bike to ride home he threw the cigarette away and began to bike to the house. When he was there he saw that all the lighst were off which made him think everyone was asleep but once he was inside , after putting his bike away in the garage  , the Lights in the livingroom were turned on when he had his shoes and jacket put away and who stood infront of him? Phil.

,,What?" Tommy asked when he saw the angry but also worried face of Phil

,,Where were you so long!? Its 9 PM!" Phil shouted 

,,what do you mean where was i!? I told you i'd be out with friends and not wait for me!!" Tommy yelled back before caughing once , Phils eyes widened as he walked up to Tommy and smelled the smoke 

,,did you smoke!?" Phil asked and got an eyeroll as response

,,maybe? who cares" Tommy shrugged

,,I care Tommy!! Your seventeen!!" Phil yelled and that was it for Tommy 

,,you care!? since when did you care?!!  I have been smoking since i was fifteen but how would you know!? you were never here!!" Tommy yelled and tears started to form in his eyes , Phil looked shocked and worried to him with a sad look on his face before he continued 

,,Toms-"

,,dont toms me." Tommy hissed before walking away from Phil , walking up to his room and slammed the door shut behind him.

,,what- where did he even get them!?..." Phil asked himself confused 

,,dad- i... i think i know where he got them.." Wilbur sighed frustraded as he sat on the couch next to his Twin who raised an eyebrow once he had said it

,,you do? from where ?" Phil asked looking at them confused 

,,I had some hidden in my rooms and i remember it clearly but they arent there so i think he might have gotten a few packets from my room.." He admitted awkwardly 

...

,,how many." Phil said more as a demand than a question 

,,i had four packets.. they're all gone" He sighed , why didnt he just take them with him? then his younger brother woulndt have found them and never started smoking!

,,you hid cigarettes in your room and he found them?! Wil why did you even smoke?" Phil asked ,walking over to him before kneeing down infront of him and taking his hands in his own.

,,I was stressed ok? with the whole- moving out and all.." Wilbur sighed and Phil squeezed his hands slighly in comfort 

,,but you dont smoke anymore , right?"  Techno asked and Wilbur shock his head

,,i do but not to often , last month it was only twice and i didnt smoke once this month. Im trying to not smoke at all but its just a little hard i guess?" He admitted and Phil sighed

,,we'll be by your side to help you yea? right Tech?" Phil said and Techno hummed in agreement

,,thanks but i think we should focus more on Tommy now.. I dont want him ending like i did" Wilbur chuckled nervously 

,,sure but if something is wrong come to us " Phil said and Wilbur nodded as response 

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The next day Wilbur made sure to wake up before Tommy did but of course Tommy was already awake when he walked downstairs in the Kitchen

,,oh you're already awake" Wilbur stated awkwardly , his plan was to make Breakfast for Tommy but he could forget that now 

,,yes i am. i always wake up at this time" Tommy sighed as he finished making his lunch and put it away in his backpack 

,,Oh i see- want me to drive you to school?" Wilbur asked 

,,No thanks , I always take the bike" Tommy said walking to the Livingroom where the jackets hang and put his jacket and shoes on 

,,but one day not taking the bike wouldnt hurt right?" Wilbur shrugged but Tommy only sighed annoyed

,,Wilbur i have to go to training after School so i will need my bike to drive there" Tommy answered as he took his keys 

,,alright then- have fun!" Wilbur called to him as Tommy left the house. He watched as Tommy got his bike and drove away before sitting down on the couch thinking.

,,what are you thinking about this early in the morning?" Techno asked and sat down next to him with a book.

,,what to get Tommy for christmas and how to spend more time with him" Wilbur answered 

,,might aswell ask Dad what to get Tommy , he was with him these years and knows him better than we do" Techno said and Wilbur agreed.