the one | P.gavi

ii.

he looked so hurt, I felt so guilty but it's too late now, what happened happened, I can't changed but I can try to make up for it

I saw xavi call the team so that they would give us some privacy and I made sure to mouth him a small 'thank you' but one of the boys stayed, though he was slightly far from us

"hi"I said not knowing where to start

"hi?that's all you have to say?After everything?"he said shaking his head in disappointment

"I'm sorry, for what I did"I said truthfully

"sorry isn't going to fix it now, you left when I needed you and now you come back out of the blue and all you have to say is 'hi'" he replied, I couldn't blame him for being angry honestly

"I know a sorry isn't going to fix it but I promise I want to make up for what I did"when I saw he wasn't going to answer I spoke again" pedri, you know what I was going through, I'm not trying to make this about me but when you needed me I wasn't okay, I wasn't in the mental state to be there for anyone, I wouldn't have been of any help, I would've made everything worse, I was fucked up and I didn't want to fuck you up"

"so you left?without saying goodbye, without returning any of my calls or texts, what's your excuse for that?"

"I'm not trying to excuse my self, I was wrong but I was ill"I admitted, that was probably the first time I openly admitted to someone other than Madi

"ill?"asked pedri confused, his gaze softening, he knew she was not okay but he didn't know she was ill

"yes, ill, as soon as I arrived to nyc I was put in psych ward, I had a psychologist then a therapist, I was fully released after a year and considered fully recovered after two, but I'm not here to talk about this, I'm here to ask if you'll forgive me, if you can't I understand"I told him, I saw his face fully of sympathy and pity

"I forgive you, but why didn't you atleast text me?"asked pedri with a sigh

"I . . . don't know"I trailed on making him sigh

"alright, do you want to hang out tomorrow?for old times sake"he asked

"yeah, sure, just text me when and where, I'll reply this time" I joked making him snort "I guess I should go"

"oh, yeah, okay bye"

•

"I love you!"screamed dove as she jumped up to hug me

"I love you too, birdie, but pray tell why?" I replied as we went in my room

"oh, today was just amazing! the monument, the food and I met this guy!"

"ooh, tell me all about him!"I exclaimed excited for her

"his name is Mateo, he's really nice, we had lunch together and spent the rest of the time together, he's really good-looking and he's a flirt, we're going a date tomorrow" she said enthusiastically with a smile

"aww, you make me feel so lonely and single" I said making her laugh

"what about today's guy?are you even going to tell me who he is?"asked the girl with puppy eyes making me laugh

"pedri?oh I'm lucky he forgave and besides, he's pedri, never would I ever" I said laughing making her look at me wide eyed

"pedri?as in the pedri?pedri gonzalez?"