Played by Fated | Jeonghan

~• Part 57 •~

He devoured and explored every corner of my mouth and make me let out another whimper. My grip on him become tighten and rising to my tiptoes to kiss him better as he's a lot taller and my legs starts to wiggle. I was trying to hold back any sounds by bitting my lips but I accidentally bit his lips that caused him to groan. He suddenly picked me up and broke the kiss. He places my legs around his waist.

I was out of breath but wait, where he's bringing me to? I was too shy to look up that I hid my face but I saw the stairs. Oh my god are we going to his room?? My breathing quicken as my heart beat hard against my rib cage. I place my hand on his chest to trying to cool down but it's not working and I keep panting. I can feel his heart beating fast just like mine.

Reaching his room, he then close the door with his leg and walk to the bed, softly placed me on it and lied my head on the pillow with him hovering above me. Supporting his weight by his hands besides my head. We both staring into each other eyes. Even though the light in his room is dim, I can still see how darker his eyes are right now and full of desire. Lust.

He then slowly leaned in and captured my lips once again. This time too it's passionate yet gentle. However it's not that long until it turn to rough. I was heaving. Never had I feel this way even when he took my innocence on the first time, he didn't do this.

The kiss was so intoxicating and mind blowing that it made me leaned more into it. I don't know where to put my hands and are trying to hold his face but he's quicker when both of his hands carefully interlock with mine and place both beside my head. I hissed when he hold it too tight. He seems to heard it as he loosened his hold. I did forgot about my injured hand. I was feeling so aroused. It make me feels so hot. He's hot.

The kiss got out of control and our breathing getting ragged. He then broke the kiss and made his way down to my neck. His lips met my skin there that made my entire body tense and a small sound slipped from between my lips. He kisses went to my jaw and collarbone making me moaned, tilting and arched my back to give him more access.

His lips then occasionally softly sucking and bitting my skin making me go crazy. His hand slowly unbutton my pyjama while I keep whimpering and moaning beneath him. It was hard to not too when he's giving so much. He then trails his kisses down to my body and latched his mouth on my clothed mound making me arched my back.

"Jeonghan..." I called while gripping the sheet as hard as I can. He continue doing what he was doing while removing the pyjama and everything else leaving me only in my panties. Since this the first time after almost 5 years and I bet he doesn't remember, I am worried and feeling so shy that I cover my body with my hands. He noticed and slowly taking my hands in his and place it besides my head. I closed my eyes as he eyeing my body before leaning down only to give me another slow yet reassuring kiss.

"You are so beautiful sweetheart."

He continue placing kisses back on my collarbone whilst gripping my hands together with him. His lips started to travel down from my neck to my chest making me moan. He let go of my hands as his hands went down to my waist and roaming all around. He slowly trailing his lips onto my mound. He encircle the sensitive buds turning it into the hard one. I can't help but arched my back more and gripping the sheet hard.

"Jeong...ah..."

He started by swirling and nibbling it. He then kissed it before bitting, sucking and lapping on the buds while his hand kneading the other one giving the same attention. I was now a writhing and moaning mess under him.

"oh...."

He keep feasting on the buds making me threw my head and arched closer into him. He moved to the other tip giving the same treatment as he did to the other one sending immense waves of pleasure. He make me wanting for more, desperate for more. I am so aroused right now. It's my first time feeling all of this since our first are not even close to this.

He lowered his kisses down to my stomach. I can feel his hot breath travel down to my stomach and warm hands went down to my thigh. I closed my eyes at the sensation until an alarm rings in me. My hidden secret. I abruptly let go of the sheet and hurriedly come to a sit to pull him into a hug making him stop whatever his doing.

Lucky that I'm wearing a very high waist type of panties. It's a little bit transparent but thick enough to cover my stomach. The light might be dim but however I am still afraid that he will see it. The both of us are still panting hard from our activity. After a few seconds he hug me back. I then slowly look up and saw he's already looking at me. He slowly pushed a strand of hair behind my ear while caressing my face slowly making me close my eyes and leaning into his hand even more while sighing.

"It's okay" I heard he said. I open my eyes and saw his beautiful smile.

"It's okay if you're not ready" he said and trying to move away but I hug him tightly. My breathing are still ragged and I can feel him too. He slowly carressed my back and put the pyjama back on. My face feels hot when I realized I was hugging him with my bare skin.

"let's just rest and sleep. You should rest." He say and lay us both down to the bed with him facing me. My face and body was still feeling the warmth and tension before. He softly carressed my cheek before closing his eyes. I saw that he flash a little smile.

My god! We almost did "that". Never in my mind I thought he would do after what happened. Moreover with me. The girl he hate. I think he doesnt even remember what he did before since he was so drunk at that time. It's not that I'm not ready for that but it's just I'm not ready to tell him the big secret. I know that I am just so weak for him but I can't be help.

Whatever it is, I'm glad he didnt notice the scar. Turning my back on him and slowly closing my eyes too and off to my dreamland.

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