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Chapter 40: "I wish I killed you years ago."

"I'll be right back." I say as I stand up.

"Where are you going?" Pansy asks me.

"Just going to go find a pet rock.." I say as I walk out the door and onto the snow.

I walk through the heavy snow as I look down every alley way I pass, until I see Mattheo. I quickly follow him as he turns a corner.

Once i can actually see him I notice that he's following distantly behind the man as if the man didn't know he was following him.

I continue following him until he turns around another corner. I peek over and realise that the area is a dead end.

There was no way the man could escape. He walks up to the man who looks terrified. I listen from around the corner as I hear him speaking.

"Guess you made a wrong turn." He whispers.

"Why- why are you doing this?" The man stutters.

"Just taking orders." He says.

"But- But I don't deserve this! Please!" The man whimpers,"Look, i can make you a deal!"

"Yeah?" Mattheo asks.

"Yes! Look, you spare me! You let me live and I'll give you someone else!" He begs,"No!No! Please! Look, I have a wife and 2 kids back home."

"Why would I care?" Mattheos voice says.

"You can kill them! All three of them! Just please let me love."

"Well now-" Mattheo says as I look over the corner,"now i just want to kill you more."

And with that he stabs the man in this chest as he looked at him smirking. I gasped as i watched the man fall to the ground as Mattheo watched his shirt begin to soak with blood along with the snow turning a light shade of red.

I stay stunned in my place. I've only seen Mattheo kill once and I think that it was way worse before but this... You never quite get used to watching someone kill before your eyes.

He turns around until he sees me standing there, speechless.

"What?" He says smirking,"its not like this is your first time watching me kill..."

"I know but-" I say still not moving an inch from my spot,"Why would you kill him?!"

He laughs as he walks away laughing to himself, brushing past me gently.

"Answer me you asshole!" I yell at him.

He turns around giving me a shocked look, still keeping that stupid smirk on his face.

"I'm just following orders Potter." He says rolling his eyes at me.

"I should've killed you long ago." I say.

He raises his eyebrows at me,"Go right ahead and try to kill me, Pansy tried and I'm sure you saw that nasty scar on her face."

"Yeah well I'm not Pansy." I say through gritted teeth.

"Close enough though." He says walking away.

I look back at the man and debate on helping him, until I realise that there is not saving him, he's dead already. I can't bring him back to life after all.

So I walk away, feeling guilty for leaving him there even though there was nothing else  I could do.

I walked down the sidewalk as a shiver was sent down my spine by the cool winter air.

I walked past a couple hand in hand as they gave me a weird look as if wondering why I looked like I've seen a ghost.

"Are you alright?" The woman asked me as I looked up at them speechless.

I had nothing to say.

"yeah of course." I say to them forcing a smile.

"Are you sure?" She asks moving closes to me,"we can help you find your parents."

"I'm 17 not 5 year old." I roll my eyes walking away from them both.

I walk all the way back to the cafe only to see Pansy and the others walking the opposite direction as they looked over at me.

"There you are!" Pansy says excitedly grabbing my arm dragging me along with her into a new shop.

"Come on!" She says as she tries to convince me to enter the shop filled with all kinds of deserts.

"But I have to get back to Beabatons before 5:00" I complain.

"Yeah. We still have an hour now come on!" She says dragging me into the shop.

I eventually follow her in as she picks out deserts for a picnic they wanted me to come on tomorrow.

This is going to be a long week isn't it?

Mattheo's Pov- 

I walk away from the man I had killed in the alley, leaving Bella speechless in her place.

I smirk to myself as I watch a couple of Beabatons students walk past me giggling amongst themselves, because I know that they're going to see the blood dripping from the dagger still in my hand.

They look over at the knife as I continue walking yet, they stopped dead in their tracks watching the red blood soak into the snow.

After staring I here them walk again in the snow. As I turn the corner I here screams and smile to myself, satisfied by their reaction.

I walk into a hotel; different than the one Blaise and the others are staying at.

I get the keys to a room and head to the 5th floor, to my room.

I just decided to stay in London, because 1. My father wants me to spy on Bella and 2. Its better to be in France than at Hogwarts, And its kinda like a vacation.

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A/n: this one is only a little bit shorter but anyways, love you all! If your confused abt anything leave questions here :) →→→