stalker's victim || Komahina

chapter 29

Did he...

No i don't want to think about it...

"Hey love ~ i get something for youuu~" I suddenly heard a melodic voice. It was him again. In his hands there was a plate. Looks like he bought me mochi.

"I know you love it ~ Okay... open your mouth wide~"

"W-what ?! A-are you g-going to..."

"Yep ! I'm going to feed youu~"

"What, no ! I'm NOT go-"

"Hajime open your mouth. NOW."
He said in a scary tone. I was knew that he was dangerous. Soo i just open my mouth and let him feed me.

When he was feeding me he was humming. He seemed really happy. He smiled all time. I don't understand him. One minute ago he threatening me with a scary look . Now he was smiling like he is the most innocent person in this world.

After a while i finished.

"Okay my dear~  Now what about watching something, huh ?"

"Something?.."

"Yep what about masterchef ? I know you like it~"
Yeah i really like it but, i don't think i would like to watch it with him.

"But there is no TV..."

"Yes i know. So we are going to another room. But.. i will blindfold you."

"Why ?.."

"Hmm. I don't know how to say. But it doesn't matter, come on "
And with that he blindfolded me and carried me to a room in bridal style.

"There we are~ What would you want to watch ?"

"... i don't know..."
He just smiled and turned TV on. He sat down under me.(if you don't understand: Hajime is sitting on Nagito's lap now
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He wrapped his arms around me. He again started humming. It made feel uncomfortable. Suddenly i remembered .. he is the one who killed Chiaki... wait... did he do something to others ?... my friends, my mother, my dad and more... what happened them ?...

After a while i started crying. When he saw it, he looked worried.

"Oh dear ! Are you okay ? What happened ? How can i comfort you ?"
He looked to my face.

"You are scared of me, aren't you ?"
He sighed he started singging a lulluby. He probably though it's gonna help me calm down. But it didn't. I was still scared. After a while...

"Hajime if you are going to continue crying like a crybaby, i'm gonna punch you, you talentless human"
After he said it i stopped. Talentless... what a familiar word. Of course it's familiar, it's what everyone calls me. Even that psychopath calls me like that.

After i stopped crying he started humming again. He was cuddling me.

I started thinking my life.

Before that i was a talentless, boring, useless one. Even my family didn't love me. Now i'm a victim. This guy probably will rape me... why i can't just be happy ? Is being happy that difficult ?...

I didn't notice that i was thinking for 1 hour. After that he said

"Hay Hajime, what happened ?"

"... why do you care ? After all i'm a talentless crybaby..."

"Oh~ dis you get upset ? It sooo cu-"

"No it's not. I'm exhausted, i'm so fucking exhausted of being nobody.  I'm tired. For fucking one day leave me alone."
I just said everything.

And Nagito was... suprised. He looked like he wasn't waiting such a thing from me. But you know, what ?

I'm exhausted of my life