Played by Fated | Jeonghan

~• Part 56 •~

I thought she was going to push me but she just leaned on me and place her head at my chest. I can feel her heartbeat slowly calm down.

"It's me. It's me. I'm not going to hurt you. It's just a nightmare. Just a dream. It's okay. It's okay." I said while slowly carressing her hair. She sighed and hold my sleeves. I look down and saw she already closed her eyes.

I slowly lift and carried her bridal style to upstairs. I place her on her bed and she's already back to sleep. After everything that happened how can she sleep peacefully? Unbelieveable. But what happened in her dreams that made her act like this? And didn't her mom has gone? did she forget it? damn I can't leave her alone like this.

"I don't have a husband" that words keep playing in my mind. Wow I can't believe how it hurts me to hear it yourself but she was hurt more badly than this. I guess what I'm feeling is nothing to compare to her. But I was hurt too when she leave. eventhough I asked her to leave, I doesnt really mean it, don't I? or even I did? Shit! I sound like a fcking psycho. What the hell is wrong with me?!

Shaking my head to get rid of those stupid thought. Sighed..I want to change her clothes but it doesn't seems right, so I just get up and get the aid kit to treat her poor palms and wrist. It's drenching with blood and ruin her clothes. She must've not notice it. I pour the antiseptic and saw she's stir a little. I stop for a while cause I don't want her to be awake. Few seconds after, she's seems back in a deep sleep again and that's when I wrapped it with a bandage. The cut seems quite deep. I then lay myself down next to her. The way she's screaming, crying and hurting herself made my heart clenched. I hope she will be fine tomorrow.

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Feeling the heat from the sunlight radiates through my eyelids, I open my eyes slowly and look at the clock. It's seven and half in the morning. I look to the side and saw she's still deep in sleep. I smile before slowly get up and leaving her alone.

Since she's not that well, I decided not to go to work. Walking down the stairs and straight in to the kitchen to make a breakfast. Well, I don't really have the idea on what to cook. So, I just make a french toast and a jug of hot tea.

I was arranging the plate when I saw she's walking here looking and smell fresh out of the shower. Her perfume filling up the kitchen and it's smell so good and calming like her. I almost smile at the sight. She then looked and saw me. I noticed that she's trying to hide her hand. Oh like I didn't know better.

She take a sit and I slowly push the plate of toast to her. She took it and eat it slowly. I took a sit in front of her and keep my eyes on her. She seems to feel my eyes on her as she keep moving. That's when I ask her.

"Did you sleep well?" I asked and she just nodded. It's kind of quiet so I turn my attention back to the food when she suddenly speak.

"Y-You...did you s-sleep well...? she asked. To be honest it does taken me aback cause she never asked me this after all those years. I mean, she did asked 4 years ago but it's just me who ignored all of it. Now it's feels more special or how do i say? valuable? to hear she asked me this. I put my fork down and keep looking at her without answering anything. Our eyes met but she quickly tore it off.

I sighed before getting up and move beside her. She looks shock but still composing herself and act like nothing. I then take her hand slowly and rolled her sleeves up. I look at the bandage on her palm and wrist. It's drenched with water. Guess she didnt took it off.

I get up, took the kit and bring it to table beside her. I removed the bandage slowly and saw her wounds which are not showing any sign of heal. Maybe because the cut is too deep as she grip it so tight. Luckily the one at her wrist are not that deep. I look at her but she look away.

"Does it still hurt?" I asked and she once again just nodded. I sighed. I wipe her palm and wrist with wet cloth before pouring the antiseptic on it. She winced and grab one of my sleeves. I looked at her and saw she's bitting her lip to prevent her from screaming.

"if you don't mind, what actually happened?" I asked and she still remain silent. I sighed for how many times I dont know. Finished wrapping her palm and wrist, I took the kit back and wash my hands. I was about to leave the kitchen when she start to talk.

"I-It's just a dream" she said and made me stop. I turned back to look at her.

"it's not just a dream if you're trying to end yourself" I said and she looked up at me, gulping hard.

"I..I-I don't know how this happened. I just...I just took a knife in my dream...a-and there's someone want to kill my mom. I can't just let it happened.." she said eyes filled with tears. I walked and sit next to her , pulling her in an embrace.

"sssh. It's okay. It's just a bad dream. Nothing is going to happen and no one is going to kill your mom. She's already safe up there. Don't worry." I assured and caressing her head as she leans on me. Few days ago she act like a cold hearted women but now here she is, back to her fragile self.

I took her hand and asked her once again. "It still hurt?" I asked and finally she answered "a bit".

"Let's go to the hospital so that it will be treat properly." I said and she nodded.

Eunjin's POV

The moment he said hospital, I was actually feeling a bit worried. What if the doctor there knew? He sure will go through all of my reports. I didnt take the pill anymore since I feel a lot better these pass months. I've been hiding the bottle so that no one will find it. Moreover when he didnt know anything about it.

We're now in his car going to clinic. I know it was just not a dream but it's my problem that are starting to disturb me again. It always happened whenever I feel stress or something bothering me. I just don't want him to know.

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"So how was it Doctor?" he asked. The Doctor nodded "It's not that bad and it'll be fine Sir Yoon. The wound will heal itself. It just need a little but time but don't worry too much." He said assuring both of us. He then give President the prescription for the cream and the painkiller of course.

We both were about to leave when he called my name.

"uhm Miss Eunjin, can I talk with you for a second? Privately?" the doctor asked politely. Both the President and I look at each other before I nodded at the doctor. He then leave the room for only two of us.

"So Eunjin, I've checked all your hospital records.." he started and it made me gulped.

"I'm honestly amazed that you're doing really well now. Well except that kind of dream and what happened to you now." he said and I'm trying to hide my smile. It made me happy when someone compliment me.

"Does it happened oftenly? or.."

"uhh no! It's doesnt happened often like before but only when I feel stress I guess.." I said slowly and he just nodded.

"Understandable and did you still took the pill?" he eyed me.

"I-I do but! only sometime not everyday...when my mind was a messed.." he nodded again.

"did you have any apointment on it? I mean if you don't and want one, I can help you." he said and I shake my head a little.

"It's okay. I already have one but it's not really an apointment." he nodded before asking questions again.

"does your lung okay? did you feel any chest pain or anything? and also your panic attack?"

"it's getting better. I only got one and never again after that and my lung was absolutely fine now." I smile widely and the doctor also flashed his smile.

"Well I'm glad to see that you're getting so well. The reason I talked to you alone is because judging from your face, I guess you don't want that guy before to know. Am I right?" I just nodded at his words.

"Your face just tell it all. Alright I think that's all I want to ask. Keep taking care of your health." he said and I nodded. I then took my cue to leave. Opening the door and once again thanks him before I walked out.

"You're done? Let's go." he said while handed me my medicine before we drove off.

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