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Oh,
what is this?
Why is it?
How can it?
Who does this?
Where is this?

My maker, why did I come here?
My God, what is this for?
My Lord, how can I live?
My Father, who.. am I not a child?
My King, where is my home?

My lover, do you still call?
I do not hear.
My heart, do you still run for me?
I do not feel.
My soul, do you still fly?
The wind caresses me not.
My blood, you still bleed,
Why?

Hah!

I pray,
I wish,
I beseech,
I plead,
I dream,
I think...

All this, what more, for how much longer, till when,

Be merciful, be kind,
Speak with me.
I long for even my ears alone to be caressed by your voice.

Would that ease me or would I grow more crazed?

I do not know

I do not know

I do not know

My God, do not leave me, for this place is not of you then how could it be for me?

My mind, my soul, my heart even my body are tied by one madness.
One sentence.
Two words.
How many languages should I learn so I could speak with you?

Why?
Why?
Why do I see only air when I turn to my right?

And the air is still.

Why is it still?

My Lord, calm me, make me patient, keep me disciplined,

My heart, be still.

My Lord, forgive my thoughts, forgive my words, forgive my actions.

To my mind, quieten.

My God, keep my Spirit in light, guide my Spirit, protect my Spirit. Hold my Spirit in your sights.

And to my soul, do not quiver, do not shiver, do not quiet, do not be still.
I bless you to be joyous, I bless you to be loved, I bless you to sing and dance.

My God, make me anew, redraw me and retouch what was ignorantly touched. My Maker, let me be an art suiting your being.

For my body, may the sun and the moon alone touch what is to be seen. May you not forget what you are. May you be what was to become.

My lover, forgive me,
My lover, I pray for you,
My lover, I see you.

That is all.