I hate you

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Notebook: Write this shit in your notebook, baby
Since you never wrote love letters to me, to me
Don't forget all the things I've taught you
You'll need it for someone who isn't me, ain't me

Trigger warnings:drinking, drug usage, strong language, mentions of SA,mentions of self harm , mentions of eating disorders , death ,smut ( these aren't all certain)
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Soleens pov :
2 weeks later -

Me and Billie decided to be friends because of
Iris . We think it's good for her to have both of her parents in her life no matter how screwed up we are .

We didn't really care about whatever my mother thinks or if she's going to find out because she's 59 but looks 90 .

Surprised she hasn't died yet of old age tbh

Today was the day of the Grammys and billies outfit was finally done

Sol_een

Thank you to @ Billie eilish for trusting me and my team for making your Grammys outfit tn

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Thank you to @ Billie eilish for trusting me and my team for making your Grammys outfit tn

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Comments :

Billie Eilish : No ! Thank u for making me this amazing outfit .
Liked by creator

Liasthebadguy: BILLIE COMMENTED AHH

Ariscomet_: WAIT did soleen go to the Grammys with her . IF SO WHERES HA OUTFIT.
Reply from sol_een: ill post it later 😉
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Billies pov :

*iPhone call sounds*

Bro OH MY GOD SHUT UP

*dududududdudud*

UGHHHh

* she picks up the phone*

Didn't I tell you stay away from soleen? Do you not listen to instructions

OMG leave me alone

* hangs up*

I swear If she try's to tell me to stay away one more damn time

Soleen deserves to be happy

Lately I've seen her the most happy I've ever seen her in a while

I can't have her become the same girl I messed up .

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Today I had her come to the Grammys with me
And iris ofc

I can't just leave her alone at home when people may end up showing up and taking her from me

At least here I can control that

Today her outfit was matching mines ofc and so was irises

Soleen was wearing a black saint laurent off the shoulders fluffy trimmed dress

She looked Gorgeous

Iris was wearing a all black onesie
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2 hours later

The Grammys finally ended and we had to go to an after party

I decided to leave iris with my mom and still keep soul with me because I knew I could trust her and my dad would protect her no matter what

We got to the after party and everything was going fine

Soleen wasn't a party person.... Like ever

So she just sat down and I sat with her

She pulled out her phone and opened Instagram.

She was clearly posting something as I seen her white long coffin shaped nails tap the screen

Clicked post then put her phone away and looked up at me and giggled

The laugh I've always loved

The laugh that I couldn't get enough of
Then her mouth opened and she spoke
Which snapped me out of  my thought

Soleen : why are you just staring at me?

Billie : I'm not
God I'm such a liar

Soleen : " okay I guess"

She pulled out her phone again and got back on it

At this point I felt like she was a siren and I was a sailor.

Makes sense

I looked up from soleen and heard the voice of the man I didn't wanna hear from

MATRESS
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End of chapter

Authors notes:

Sorry y'all I could not say his musty name .
Ok but the way Billie observes soleen so closely is what I want in a relationship 😭😭😭 I WISH

Anywaysss

K bye 444 now

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