Time to let go..

From people you know to people you don't

Notes:

get your tissues. I wrote this heart pain based on something I experienced. Not love tho I wrote it based on the pain I felt when I lost my dog to time. She was there when I was born. She was there during my first steps. It's been many years since then. I still remember the pain. Hope you guys enjoy.

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

3 words started this.

I love you Vox

3 words ended it

Lets break up.

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I am happy for him, at least someone will be there for him when I'm gone.

I saw something so sweet

But I feel so bitter

ah...

It's as if the weather can feel my emotions.

As if the sky is crying, water pours down heavily Water soaks Ike to the bones. Somehow, the sky wasn't the only one crying.tears dripped

down slowly.The cold wind brushes harshly towards Ike as he slowly walked home. His appearance wasn't the only thing that was messed

up. Despite the cold weather, it somehow felt like something was burning. Slowly burning him away. He knew he had to do it. He didn't

have a choice. He'd rather bear the burden on his own. He made the decision. It was for the best, but why is it the worst for him. Clothes

tattered. Hair disheveled. Heart torn in pieces. I ended it I shouldn't be feeling this way. Ike trudged his feet as he steps into puddles of

water all the way back "home".I wouldn't consider it as home. Home is where you are. You aren't there anymore.

As soon as Ike got home, he headed for the bathroom. Slowly he drops his jacket down along with his glasses. He turned on the tap,

warm water rushes down , comforting him while he sat in the tub contemplating.As if something is about to explode from his heart.

Painfully pounding against his rib cage. Sadness wrapped around his heart as if it's crushing it. Tears flowed out. Choking on his tears.

Incoherent. Like a spear piercing through his heart. Uneven breathing. The apartment was filled with grief.

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Liveliness draining. Ike didn't feel like doing anything. He couldn't do anything. felt burned out. He lost all spirit that night.

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As the days goes by, Ike slowly buried himself in work as a coping mechanism.

He stopped joining their Luxiem activities. He never really joined them anymore. Slowly drifting apart.

Ike couldn't stand being near Vox he felt that he could break any moment. Ike lost his closest friends as time went on. They don't see him

anymore.

Ike disappeared from the school one day, completely. No one knew where he went and where he was now. Ike was uncontactable. 

One day, they finally found him at the school's bathroom 

we need to talk (Vox)

Do you not like us anymore...(Luca)

WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING US? YOU EVEN STOPPED GOING BACK TO YOUR APARTMENT (Mysta)

What is going on Ike, we are only saying this because we care. (Shu)

....(ike)

Ike face us.Luca ordered seriously, unlike his usual soft and happy self.

shocked by Luca commanding, Ike slowly turned around facing all of Luxiem. Everyone flabbergasted by Ike's appearance. He had

seriously dark circles beneath his eyes. Looks like he haven't fallen asleep in days.

Ike...have you slept yet...asked Luca worriedly. Under the pressure of the rest, Ike felt suffocated, unable to breathe normally. Suddenly,

Ike had a massive migraine. He blacked out. Unstable breathing.

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HE IS AWAKE a deep voice called out frantically. Ike's vision is still hazy. He was transported to the infirmary, everything was white. White

sheets, white blankets, white pillows, white walls, white ceiling. He hated it. He couldn't stand it. He wanted to leave immediately.

IKE OH THANK GOD YOU ARE OKAY. A another voice spoke.

groaning at the massive bump on his head. Ike stood up hastily.

I'm fine.. I have things to do.

Ike where are you going... it's dangerous... the deep voice replied.

im fine just...just leave me...alone. As ike walks unsteadily. Suddenly someone swooped him off his feet. Struggling with the little strength

he had, Ike couldn't break free. The person carried him back to the bed forcing him to stay in the infirmary. Out of energy, Ike had no

choice but to stay. He didn't know why, he felt comfortable and protected enough to sleep. Ike hasn't been able to do that lately.

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When Ike woke up, he was finally able to see clearly, he took his glasses from the side table. He noticed that the one that has been taking

care of him was Vox, Vox fell asleep while looking after him. Ike had to escape, the reason for avoiding luxiem was because of him. He

gingerly tiptoed out of the room. However it wasn't as easy as it sounds, he wasn't able to move without stumbling. The sound of Ike

stumbling woke Vox up. All of a sudden, the familiar pain came back. Ike lost his eyesight, everything turned black. His head was ringing.

he lost his footing, Ike lost consciousness. Vox rushed over to Ike

Lying on the floor when I break through
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me

Vox carried Ike as he frantically ran towards his car, close to tears.

Please don't leave again...

Long endless highway, you're silent beside me
Driving a nightmare I can't escape from

Helplessly praying, the light isn't fading
Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones

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H-he was d-diagnosed with what... voice breaking as tears formed in his eyes.