Time to let go..

I guess I'm just a play date to you...

I advice you to read this while listening to shinunoga-Ewa or playdate idk why but it got the vibe.

If u have seen the English lyrics of it you might find my writing familiar~

(See the end of the chapter for .)

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I don't give a fuck about you anyways

Whoever said I gave a shit 'bout you?

You never share your toys or communicate

I guess I'm just a play date to you

Only Heavens knows why I fell for this man...

Why did I fall for you out of everyone?

you lovable bastard...

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Ah, I have to get out today...I have a test...Shoto yawned.

eyes bloodshot and Puffy

the past 2 weeks Shoto has been hiding at his apartment. Since that day, Shoto has felt miserable each second. Sleepless nights.

Tears formed in his eyes as it tries to contain it in, one drop multiplies as tears streamed down his face. Shoto felt his throat swelling up,

I want you to be my last

If I had to keep being separated from you like this

I'd rather die...

I'd rather die.

I'd choose you over 3 meals a day

The feeling of hopelessness is causing Shoto to simply give up, breaking down completely, feeling pathetic.

with a broken voice Shoto managed to croak out, "Maybe it was better this way..I wish I didn't care all the time..."

Helplessly, Shoto pulled himself out, struggling his way as he trudged his way to college. He wasn't in the best state of mind to take a test,

but the professor didn't care shit. It wasn't long till someone asked if he was okay, he would reply with a smile.

( as if he is it's literally on his face)

Hey! Mysta! Come here would ya... Uki called out. Wassup? Mysta greeted. Have you seen Shoto...I haven't seen him for 2 weeks and he

suddenly showed up today for the test... he looks so...bad...Uki added. I was actually on my way to talk to him... I think something

happened between him and Vox... Vox hasn't been himself lately, his been more distant. His head is always in the clouds ever since Shoto

stopped coming. When Vox heard that Shoto came back, he looked very worried... Mysta contributed. Uki crossed his arms shaking his

head sighing. This couple is giving me a headache Uki complained.

The 2 walked to where Shoto was.

Hey Shoto come with me to the bathroom for a second...We need to talk. Uki insisted. Along with Mysta, Uki dragged Shoto to the

restroom.

Bitch You have so much to explain.

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VOX DID WHAT-!? Mysta shrilled. I WAS SO SURE HE LIKED YOU. He continued. Bitch keep it down. Uki glared, I'm killing that guy...He did

that but still has the guts to come to school...DOES HE NOT HAVE GUILTY CONSCIOUSNESS THIS BITCH Uki raged. Veins popping like

those popping candy you get during birthday party goodie bags. Shoto stood there in silence. SORRY SHOTO, BUT IM KILLING HIM Mysta

snapped, walking out of the bathroom irritated. They stood there quietly for a while. Hey sho you good? You have been gloomy all day,

even Fuchan is asking if you're okay, Uki asked, comforting Shoto. I'm fine...Uki...just a little tired... Oh! I got just the thing for us to do!

Uki cheered excitedly. Uki once again pulled Shoto along with him out of the bathroom and to his apartment as school was over.

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I canceled my plans with fufuchan today, fuchan bought me some clay last time, I was wondering if you wanna make clay coastal! I invited

mysta too, I think he was still on his hunt of Vox while we were talking... haha...

as time went on, Shoto slowly regained his old habits and he finally opened up. Maybe this was what he needed.

(God I wanna make coastal with Uki too :< )

Shoto was soon able to laugh and smile again. He was grateful to Uki and Mysta for helping him get through this tough period with him.

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Hey shoto I need to talk to you...

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Notes:

Pretty short chapter today sumimasen :')

Will write a longer one tmr I hope