It's been two days since Desean was born. Today is the day that we get to go home. I'm a Lil nervous but I know we got this
I looked at Kentrell to see him getting him dressed. He was so small and cute , I got this shit
The doctor came in earlier an had me and kentrell sign some more papers
" ight strap him up" kentrell said. I picked Desean up and put him in his car seat
I got extra help from Kentrell as I got into the wheelchair and put Desean in my lap. We made sure we had everything before checking out
Kentrell rolled us out and headed to the car. Once we got to the car i put Desean in the back first and gently made my way into the seat
Kentrell took the wheelchair back and got in the car. On the drive home i couldn't stop looking at Desean
I'm a mother again , what if I can't do this if kentrell leaves me by myself for somebody new
"You okay baby?" Kentrell asked me. "Yeah I'm okay. He just look so much like you" I said he started smirking
" wipe that smirk off your face nigga" I rolled my eyes adjusting myself in this hard ass seat
the whole car ride was silent and all you could hear was Desean moving in his car seat and smacking his lips
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"Alright" I said as we pulled up to the house and got Desean out the car and everyone came out the house to help
Everything was finally feeling real now that he was home
" omg he's so tiny" teelee gasped holding onto her chest. "shhh he's sleeping" i said ass i limped my way into the house
" hold up baby!" kentrell caught up to me as he helped me upstairs
Since he was sleep I took him to his room and laid him down in his crib turning on the baby monitor as I walked out the room and into the guest room to lay down
