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My Heart's Confession [previously : Perfect Date]

Romance

A little letter to someone special **this is purely fictional..., kinda** **there'll be gender neutral characters, as well as female and male characters**

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Confession

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by echelon8394

by echelon8394

19th October 2022

I can't stop thinking about you. At times, I'm worried for you - working hard and god knows how you eat and sleep.

I can't confess due to work and the sake of our jobs, but I just wish to get this feeling out. It hurts to keep it to myself and it hurts even more when I don't see you.

I wish you know how I feel, but I fear the idea of rejection. Maybe because I've been rejected so many times for being myself that it made me scared to tell you this. If you do reject, at the very least I already tell you and then, I'll have to face that pain again.

I don't know why after two years this happened. I wish it didn't, but who am I to control this emotion in me? I can suppress them, but for how long?

It hurts even more I won't get to see you again when you fly back to your home country. Why must my heart hurt me, making me fall for someone I can never have?

I wish to rid of this feeling. If you do reject me, I'll be fine even when I'm not. If it means to see you happy that I must let you go, then I'll step back.