Teenage dream (Collage AU) -Next step-

Chapter four

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Mateo
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“Rufus your tickling me” I giggled as he kissed my neck and held my hips laying on top of me

“Push me away and I’ll stop” He teased and lightly bite my neck

Of course I didn’t and he continued nibbling me but he suddenly stopped and I felt him move off me, I used my arms to hold my upper body as I watched him take off his shirt showing his flat and slightly built stomach.

“Ready to get started?” Rufus asked and tossed his shirt on my chair

“Yeah” I said and stood up and slowly took of my shirt and seeing his expression turn from excited to shocked then to disappointment

Seeing his face felt like someone slapped me across the face

“Something wrong?” I asked holding my shirt to my chest feeling my heart sink

“No um…just wasn’t expecting to see…that” He said and gestured his hands to my body looking away from me

“Is it bad?” I said with a crack in my voice feeling like I was about to cry

“No, No, No just…wow” He said disgusted as his eyes looked up and down at me

“I actually don’t want to do this anymore” He told me and grabbed his shirt and put it back on

“That's okay” I said and slipped my shirt on as quick as possible but Rufus was already off my bed and in the living room

I walked out and saw him opening the door

“Wait you don’t have to leave; we can do something else” I said and gently grabbed his hand which he immediately pulled away from me

“I don’t think I can do this anymore” Rufus told me and I felt like the air was leaving the room

“What…I…I’m sorry I…

March, 2, 2022
Mateo
9:45am

Suddenly blaring alarms rang around the room and I jumped up breathing heavily realizing I was in bed.

“Oh” I said as I slowly take into my surrounding and see I’m back in my bedroom, I grabbed my phone and saw it was a was almost 10

“Fuck” I muttered and hopped out of bed and ran into the bathroom brushed my teeth, washed my face, grabbed a random shirt and pants from the clean pile and quickly got dressed, and ran out of the house

I missed the bus so I had to walk to my campus which was a good 45 minutes by foot. I eventually made it to my class an hour late but luckily my teacher allowed me to sign in despite being late.

I sat down and tried to keep up and get an idea of what I missed; when class ended.

I forced my tired legs to Starbucks to see Malcolm and Tagoe all talking and laughing but I didn’t see Rufus.

Tagoe was the first one to noticed me

“Hey” I greeted them as I sat down at an empty table

“Why do you have sex hair?” Tagoe asked

“What?” I jumped shocked, his question somehow made my tiredness disappear

“Your hair is a mess?” Tagoe explained

“Oh” I said quietly remembering I was in such a rush I forgot to brush my hair which meant my curly hair was knotted together and sticking out like I was electrocuted

“Woke up late and didn’t have time” I simply answered

“You also look like shit” Malcom added handing a girl an iced coffee

“Thank you” I said sarcastically as I laid my head on the table still feeling tired

With the running, stress he felt in class, and his dream he felt completely drained

“Hey babe? Are you okay if you look tired?” Rufus said and handed a box he was holding to Tageo and walked up to me

“Yeah just rough night and morning” I yawned and smiled seeing Rufus face and feeling his hands in my tangled hair

“Want some coffee? On the house” Rufus told him

“Are you allowed to do that?” I asked trying to keep my eyes opened

“Probably not but the manger isn’t gonna know he still haven’t came once since we worked here” Rufus laughed and started making me coffee and handed it to me when he was done

I took a sip and made a face because how bitter it was

“Coffee gross” I told him which made him laugh

“It’ll make your feel better” Rufus said and kissed my lips gently

I smiled and looked down at my coffee cute and kept drinking it until it was all gone and tossed it out

“Okay have to head out to my next class, see you guys” I said still slightly tried waiting for the caffeine to kick in

They said goodbye to me and I walked out heading to my next class, when I knew they couldn’t see me anymore I dropped my smile and pinched my stomach again feeling the same bitter feeling of disgust.

“It’s gonna be okay” I told myself as I took deep calming breaths