LOVE-NAT, isang makulit na love story! ♥ [2 of 2]

Chapter 52-3. AyosDito.ph

But despite my lack of experience on the boyfriend area, I am proud to say that I am NOT IGNORANT about relationships. I’ve always been a keen observer. Pakiramdam ko nga nakita ko na lahat ng klase ng lovestory!!! Oo, as in LAHAT.

Kasi naman, parang ako yung naging shock absorber ng mga kaibigan ko. Ako yung always present, taga pakinig sa tuwing may prublema… sabihan lang nila ako na gusto nila ng kausap, ng kasama, ng kainuman, wala pang isang segundo nandun na ako sa tabi nila. I closed my mouth & LISTEN kasi alam ko sa sarili kong yun lang naman yung kaya kong gawin – ang MAKINIG.

You know what, I know exactly how Meg would cry her heart out over Ryan. I saw how miserable she would be, yung laging umiiyak, laging malungkot especially that time when she found out na merong ibang babae si Ryan. Syempre alam ko din ang lahat ng chapter ng lovestory ni Borge – including all her ex-boyfriends – at syempre yung latest story niya ngayong with Nico Villaflor. Yung childhood love ni Jill who seriously broke her heart, and now, I watch her struggle with her feelings for Ken na siya namang numero uno sa FLIRTING at ni minsan wala pang sineryosong babae. I even saw how Sara broke countless of men’s hearts. Mabilis kasi maginit ang ulo nun, kaya pag nagaaway sila ng boyfriend niya it would always end up with her breaking up with them, pero unang beses ko siyang nakitang naging seryoso was when she was with Max. And then there was Japo na siyang nuk-nukan sa ka-TORPEHAN… pero kahit ganun yung si Japo, may ilang babae din namang nagkakamali dun. Hahaha. At dahil torpe nga ang loko, babae na tuloy ang nanliligaw sakanya!!! Hahaha. At syempre, higit sa lahat, ang magaling kong pinsan na si AJ!!! Oo, mga kaibigan, MAY LOVELIFE ANG BRUHANG YUN AT TALAGANG DINAIG PA AKO SA MALA-RAINBOW COLOR NIYANG LOVE STORY!!! Hahahaha.

So, ano toh Ellie? Laglagan na ng sekreto??? Haha. All I’m saying is that, I’ve seen love’s many faces… I’ve witnessed & heard it in so many ways. At galing pa mismo sa mga taong parte ng araw-araw kong buhay, kaya nga siguro ganito na lang ako ka-ingat… katakot… & maybe their love stories are the main reason why I built a large barrier around me. Nakita ko ang lahat ng yun – all the pain they’ve been through and God all those tears… all the heart aches. Oh, I’ve seen it all.

Magkakaiba man sila ng istorya… magkakaibang lugar, magkakaibang sitwasyon, magkakaibang tao… but you know what… If I were to sum it all up I can say that ALL THEIR LOVE STORIES ARE THE SAME, especially the ending – coz’ one way or another, it sure as hell ain’t close to a HAPPY ENDING.

Ngayon alam niyo na… ngayon you have a pretty good idea kung bakit ang isang Eleonor Malicsi Dimaculangan eh ganito na lang mag-isip!!! Hahaha. Kung bakit parang CLASH OF THE TITANS kung mag-debate ang puso’t isip ko lalo na kapag tungkol dito sa lalaking katabi ko ngayon sa VIP section nitong ASCEND!!!

I gradually looked up at him, dios mio kung alam niyo lang parang may GLUE yung mga mata ko… maya’t maya kusang tumitingin sakanya!!!! ARGH!!! THIS GUY… oo, this guy is making me feel emotions I wasn’t even aware I have. Right now, pakiramdam ko matutunaw ako sa tuwing magkakatinginan kami. And what’s worse??? I can’t think straight, parang naka-brain freeze ang utak ko and all I could hear was the loud BA-DUMP of my heart!!! SHEET!!! Ayoko talaga ng ganito… LORD, AYOKO NITOOOO!!! HINDI AKO SANAY!!! I FEEL SO DARN PATHETIC!!! Pakiramdam ko tuloy, unti-unting pinaguguho ng lalaking toh yung INVISIBLE GREAT WALL OF CHINA na binuo ko – the barrier that I put up to protect myself especially to a GUY like him.

“HAHA. WHAT!? Hindi ko ginawa yun ah!!!” Sef laughed, defending himself about some joke one of his friends said. “Di ba Ellie? Tell them!!!” With that he looked down & caught my gaze.

POOOOTEK!!! Namula bigla yung mga pisngi ko, pakiwari ko nahuli akong namboboso eh!!! Haha.“Huh?” I stammered, biglang baling ng tingin sa mga kaibigan niya. ANAKSHUTA ELEONOR!!! UMAYOS KA NGA!!! U-MA-YOS KAAAAA!!!