Uthando lwabaphansi.

chapter 49

I even remember my goodies that he actually bought me that day and I find myself falling all over in love with him again

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We are on our way to the beach and mpumelelo keeps glancing at me like he seems so creepy doing that

Me:"what ?"

Him:"you look so beautiful sthandwa sami"

Me:"ncooooahh you called sthandwa sakho "

He just chuckles at me and takes my hand and puts it with his our hands are entertwining

Him:"happy anniversary babe"

Me:"happy anniversary to you too you do know it's only just 3 months "

Him:"and yet it feels like 3 years I can't get enough of you I wanna tell you something "

Me:"I'm listening "

I look at him with some puppy love eyes while he stares at the road ahead

Him:"I promise you I will never stop looking at you the way that I am right now "

Me:"really now ?"

Him:"yes , nomzamo I don't think I could ever stop loving you "

Me:"you wanna make me cry huh?"

Him:"it's the first time pouring my heart out to a girl before but you crying would make it more special "

Me:"the tears are delaying "

He just laughs and kiss the back of my had while driving

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I sink to the sand remembering the moment we were in our way to the place that would cause a drift to our love

Do I even love Nkosenye? Maybe loving him is too much will I be ready to give my all to nkosenye

My phone rings next to me I just decline the call without checking who is calling I listen and record the voicemail message he sent to me last night that means that's the moment he died I chuckle at the thought of me being the last person he thought about during his dying time

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We are at the movies ,sitting at the back watching 'after ever happy '

Him:"baby I don't get this movie "

Me:"it's about love and forgiveness"

Him:"Hardin would definitely take a bullet for Tessa "

Me:"it's so cute how you already know their names"

Him:"you did force me to watch the movie I have nothing better to do than just be with you "

Me:"that's cute lelo their love is just so amazing "

Him:"and i would love it if one day we were this glued "

Well took me by surprise he actually wants to see a future with me ncoooah....

Me:"their love is too perfect "

Him:"it even makes me doubt if I could love someone the way that they love each other "

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Lelo wam kodwa ❤️

I bury my head on knees and just let it all out I miss him ,I miss his scent ,the way he used to say my name I miss literally everything about him