this is a request ! i go through this daily because of my past so i say sorry for alot do things even when it's not my fault. if you can relate , i love you sm <3 and it wasn't your fault !🤍🤍 i'm slowly learning myself how to not apologize for stuff that's not my fault. it's hard , but i'm getting there. - a / n💞
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"oh shit !" i say , a glass dropping from my hand as i was doing the dishes. it shatters , the soapy glass everywhere.
vinnie runs in , and i immediately tear up and dry my hands to clean it up. "i'm sorry , i-it slipped and i got it everywhere. i'm so sorry " i say , and he stops me from picking it up.
"you're okay angel , stop apologizing. you didn't do anything wrong. it slipped because of the suds. it wasn't your fault okay? let me clean it up and check you for injuries " he says wiping my tears and i nod.
he sweeps the broken glass as i finished the dishes and feel an immense amount of guilt. "are you mad at me ?" i ask him as he empties the broken glass in the trash.
"no baby , it was a mistake. here lift your foot , are you bleeding anywhere ?" he asks , and i see no wounds or glass shards in or on my foot.
"no , thank you babe for helping me. " i say , hugging him. "you're welcome baby , it's just a glass. it can be replaced okay ? let's go get some lunch " he says , taking us to go get ready.
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me and vinnie are play fighting with eachother. i laugh as i run to the other side of the couch , and he's at the opposite end.
he runs towards me , but daggers his toe onto the couch stub and ends up falling. i immediately go to him as he's groaning in pain. "oh babe i'm so sorry ! are you okay ?" i say , and i notice him laughing.
"yes baby i'm fine. you didn't do anything " he laughs , and i sigh and laugh. he spider-man kisses me as he was laying on his back on the floor and i was in my knees upside down in his vision.
"icecream ?" he asks , grabbing his wallet and keys as he gets up. i nod , and he takes my arm with his and we go out.
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"fuck i'm sorry vin " i say , as i spilled my cranberry pineapple juice onto one of his plain white shirts he gave me 2 years ago.
"it's okay baby. that shirts yours. " he says , slightly aggravated. "my love come here " he says , and i go onto his lap.
"why do you feel the need to instantly apologize baby ?" he asks , and i have my head down , fiddling with my fingers.
i'm not a confrontational person.
"babe?" he asks , lifting my chin. "it's just a trauma response , i feel like i do everything so there's where the need to apologize comes from. " i say , tearing up as my past is always in my mind.
"baby , i understand what you went through and it's terrible. " he says , holding the back of my head against his chest as he stands us up , and rocks us side to side.
"you're safe with me okay ? the apologizing is okay , i'll get to it but you didn't do anything okay ? you're safe in a safe environment with me " he says , and i nod.
"i'm so- okay babe. i'll work on it. thank you " i say and he kisses me passionately. "you're welcome baby. i love you very much " he says , hugging me tighter.
i do the same , as he rocks us back and forth. "i love you more baby. " i say to him and he smiles. "wanna go to target ?" he asks , and i smile and nod.
he laughs as i grab my card and purse , throwing on my crocs and holding his hand as we go to the car. ________________________________ mwah bitches i'm back <3!! i have off from school today as it's indigenous people day ! how's y'all's days going ? i love you guys so much ! and i'm not sick anymore !! word count - 693
