Life Of Ibrahim

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Rukayya

"Nabila this thing is tiring me,
I dont want to go back wlh but what can I do?
Ummah say if ibrahim didn't divorce me then i will have to go back especially with the election nearing,
People will use even the most insignificant thing for scandal,
One mind is just telling me to remove this pregnancy through the evacuation process but wlh I'm scared,
What if i die in the process or something went wrong they now say i will not give birth again, then all my effort is useless because whoever marry me won't favor me if I didn't conceive "kishiya zai dankaro min"
Wlh I'm confuse and mum didn't want to even say anything she say i should figure it out myself I'm old enough to detect right from wrong."I say tiredly and nabila sigh tiredly.

She seems off today and she isn't her bubbly, lively self, I look at her with alot of curiosity.

"Nabee?
What happened?
You didn't look happy today are you alright?"I ask and she nod with a weak smile making me to sigh.

"If there's anything disturbing you tell me right?
You should be glad you have the perfect man with you,
Nabee I'm fed up with everything wlh,
Ibrahim is just too weak,
He doesn't want to look for money,
Everyday he will be hoping and hoping like, what's the point of hoping without putting much effort,
His matter don tire me abeg,
Yanzu look at since 2days ago that we spoke and i told him to rent am apartment because i cannot stay with his mum he hasn't call me again,
His lack of thinking and sense is what annoy me the most a......

"Rukky please,
Why are you so problematic?
Everyday you have a complain to lay about your husband,
You should be glad he hasn't even ditch you,
You are ungrateful and........

"Excuse you."I say giving her a confuse look as i stare at her confuse.

"Rukky go back to your husband house if you want to,
If you don't want leave the man alone,
Stop nagging all the time."she say and i glare at her.

"Don't speak to me that way.
I should go back!"I screech feeling really hurtful.
"Because you have the perfect marriage, you travel outside the country and go on lavish holidays, you drive all the luxurious cars, you have the latest phone and eat in the most expensive restaurant,
You are happy and you won't understand the frustration of been in this type of pathetic marriage that I'm in."I say with a hiss and nabila just shake her head.

"Do you know what your problem is rukky?
Is that you don't appreciate what you have, you are always looking into others life, counting there own blessings that you forget your ownself,
Not everything is about money rukky,
Wise up and stop envying glittery things because not all that glitter that are Gold,
I'm going home,
As your mum say you are old enough to make your own decision,
Stop disturbing everyone with your problem, everyone you see have there own battle that they are fighting, just because they don't scream out to everyone doesn't mean there life is perfect."she say as she Stand up with a sign, I just look at her with my jaw dropped to the ground trying to process whatever it is that just happened, she grab her expensive Gucci handbag from the couch and exit the parlour, I release a heavy breathe nodding at myself.

Nabila is probably just tires of our friendship, she just feel we aren't both on same level now because she's married to the perfect man of her dream, my mum always tell me when you have nothing that's when you will see everyone real self, she's right because since ibrahim walk into my life have lost all my friends,
Now even nabila that i thought we were friends she leave, I will just have to do something because ibrahim badluck has started to affect me to, walking out of this pathetic marriage is the only reasonable thing to do,
I sigh touching my stomach with a sigh, perhaps the evacuation is the only way.