LITERAL LEGEND 🕷 HEARTREAK HIGH

one, eight: to be proud, to be scared

she waited for quinni and darren outside so she wouldn't be brutally attacked by the flash mop. only to find the two still inside.

"hurry up." she shouted, only for quinni to run over and drag her inside.

"what the hell!" the girl exclaimed only for quinni to flip the table. both darren and mara gasping as they read the words written under it. harper and dusty fucked. no way. mara stared at it in shock, she knew dusty would fuck anyone but that eleven freak?

"shit."

"do we tell amerie?"

"omg amerie likes dusty and harper fucked him. that's some next level back stabbing shit." mara commented looking between the two in shock. darren nodding along to her statement. eventually the four, yes four. mara had came to the conclusion that amerie had joined the bunch of misfits group. anyways, the four were in the library. darren, quinni and amerie stood behind a bookshelf peering over. amerie wanting something off spider, whilst quinni was trying to pluck up the courage to talk to sasha. darren stood between them as mara ran her fingers over the books.

"okay but hear me out..." mara started holding up a book, darren turning to look at her. raising their brows as they read the book title.

"girl, macbeth?" darren exclaimed laughing at the girl before she threw the book at them.

"ew no. lady macbeth." she smiled, darren only shrugged as she started raising her brows and winking.

"stop doing that." they added. quinni was staring at sasha with that love struck expression, the one she caught herself doing many times after hanging out with spider.

"you like sasha?" amerie questioned amused and quinni was quick to shush her hoping she didn't say it too loud.

"she's had a wide-on for her since the cemetery." darren spoke reminding amerie of the events of the cemetery. ah fun. sike. but she did remember catching spider and mara on the verge of fucking. in a cemetery.

"i need to talk to you about that." amerie whispered to mara who's face fell slightly. oh fuck. before they returned to watching quinni, who was walking g towards sasha slowly. but the pink haired girl looked up to her, gave her a smile and it was plain to see the panic running through quinni as she dashed for a random book and back to the shelfs. spider looking to where the noise has come from to find them ducking between the bookshelf. a small smile on his face before realising who stood next to her.

"i told you i couldn't do it. what if she doesn't like? or im not her type?" the girl started, questioning everything and anything. and it brought her back to standing in spider's mirror. all stood pretty. yet they fucked and he was getting a shower so she would leave. all those questions. it all felt familiar.

"hun, fuck that fear. you're pretty, and kind, and amazing. if she doesn't like you, then her fucking loss." mara stated, watching as the smile started to raise on quinni's face. 

"fuck we got pe." amerie noticed as she looked back over the bookshelf to find their class leaving the library for next lesson. and in half a hour she stood on the pitch, cycle shorts and a baggy top. she sat beside ca$h who actually decided to show up to pe today. he wasn't playing with them, just watching and laughing at his comments he made.

"what you going to do about it?" he questioned as he watched that long stare at spider as he raised his top to wipe the sweat on his face.

"might keep it."

"funny ha ha." he commented, only to look at the lack of humour upon her face.

"you're taking the piss." he stared again. yet his reply never came. she just started laughing as she watched amerie attack quinni. trying to kiss her. and she got up, running over to the trio. laughing as she went.

"got me bricked up." spider commented as she passed him, bumping into his shoulder slightly.

"shut up spider." she spat, finally reaching them.

"stop this performitve lesbianism." darren cried trying to stop amerie. quinni walking straight past her to get to sasha. excitement buzzing through her veins immediately. and when quinni finally walked back over, she was smiling brightly and practically shaking. and she gave them a thumbs up. and mara literally jumped for joy, hugging the girl tightly. she was so proud of her. they were all giggling and squealing for joy. ca$h watched them from afar. he wanted to be like them. free to do whatever they wanted. that's what he liked about mara. she wasn't afraid to speak her mind. especially when it came to spider, which all made sense now. he wanted to be there, having darren smiling at him like that.

"you coming over today?" darren asked the girl and she started to nod before remembering ca$h had booked her an appointment to see if she was actually pregnant and not just a mistake on a test. and she gently shook her head
watching guiltily as her friends smiles dropped. if only they knew.

"maybe tomorrow." she smiled, blowing kisses to the group before rushing to ca$h. a bright smile on her face which allowed a small smile to appear on his face. only to quickly disappear hoping nobody say him actually show an emotion. he didn't show emotion a lot. it was something he was working on. but he did cry when the doctor told her she was in fact pregnant. not just a faultly test. he was scared, he didn't know why. it wasn't his baby. but he felt like it was. it was now his duty to protect mara, spider defintly wouldn't. he'd drop her like a sack of spuds now. nevermind if she had a baby.

"i've got you mar." i will stop at nothing to protect you and bean. translation is key. it was bittersweet. mara held this smile in her face. not really believing it but she knew she had ca$h, her brother, to help her.

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now i've wrote the little snipit of ca$h wanting to protect mara, you know it only go's down hill from here. :)

anyways peace and love, em <3