Fading

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She still lingers but her fingers slip
It's fuzzy as I wake with a head banging
My nightmares are almost gone
Thoughts of her rarely come

Those days were dark like a haunted sleep
Just that it wasn't night left my head hanging
I left the shower on
Thoughts of her were welcome

Months passed I'm picking up my pieces
Love became hatred and hatred became numbness
Numb to what we had
A deletion necessary for a better me

She chose so I should choose myself too
Never to share my space
That part I locked away as redemption is lonely
Thoughts of who? I'm free

My bird took off and severed the branch
This branch was home for a while
A solace for my feet
A happy place
My happy place.

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