𝘛𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘪 𝘹 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘖𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘴

𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶.. [𝘈𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵]

I've been rlly sad recently so here take this while I work on the other one shots lmao 😌
they are coming! I'm just focused on school and my mental health

also I haven't seen any of 3.1 yet 😞
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-Tighnari POV-

The grass sways along with the midnight wind  I can feel the wind crawling up my spine causing me to shiver, my body sustains itself well in the cold but this is different, its bone chilling, its like a dimmed down version of Dragonspine. though I'm still determined to keep going it isn't cold enough for me to stop in my tracks and head back to ghandarva ville. I'm determined to visit [name]'s grave that is..

words buzz around in my head as my boots tread lightly on the grass. I cant seem to focus enough to finish the thoughts as they continue buzzing, only one was the one I could finish

could I..maybe have prevented their passing? I know it was inevitable but still..

I physically froze, my feet hit a dead stop I heard the grass whispering and it was grabbing at my ankles pulling me down like weights my knees didn't buckle they only felt like they were, the rest of my body stood completely immovable I clenched my hand into a fist

their death was my fault, why did I have to attach to them...that was stupid

no, [name] had eleazar it was too far along to treat it was never my fault

it was though.

maybe if I wouldn't have listened to that damned doctor maybe they wouldn't be dead.. they would still be alive..is that too cruel? they were suffering and they were ready to die I'm the one who wasn't ready to see them go

whatever. never mind.

"I should just hurry up I'm going to freeze out here"

it took quite a bit of my strength to step away from the whispering grass still grasping at my ankles as it brushed past

I sighed but kept my body upright continuing step by step until the whispering ceased

[NAME]
loving partner, child, and friend
died to soon by Eleazar

My feet stopped once again but this time in front of me stood a headstone, well kept, mostly by me, I come every week and spend around 1 hour of my night talking to the head stone hoping that they would be listening.

"hello..i miss you" My voice rang out quietly in the dead of night my throat tightened and it became hard to speak

I heard another voice answer back not loud enough to pick up as I saw a transparent familiar person in front of me

my body recoiled slightly.

"I miss you too Tighnari..I'm sorry"
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A/N - haha take angst i'm writing on a camping trip <3

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