13. Tsundere Girl

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"I don't even know him personally like you, so how could I? Anyways, see ya girl!"

"Well, I'm gonna go prepare too. See you."

"Hey, Heejin! Wait up..."

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Min-hee POV

At the dance class

I was waiting for Yeonjun. This morning, Heejin wouldn't practice with us since she had 'slightly twisted her ankle'.

Yah, most likely she just wanted to have an excuse to watch Jin sunbaenim's fancams all day...

She had changed as in became nicer and more approachable, but one thing definitely remained the same: her constant fangirling.

After a few minutes, I saw a familiar figure come towards me.

Sweaty palms, heart beating, weird sensation...

Like, if I wasn't myself, I'd think I like him too!

But it's not possible, I mean we're both idols and-

"Hi Min-hee, are you OK? You look confused."

"Look who's talking, Yeonjun... So have the reporters came yet? I don't think the rumors ruined your reputation, did they? I mean, I totally see you and Sakura sunbaenim having a bright future together and I respect you choice and-"

"Min-hee?"

"Yeah?"

"What are you talking about?"

"What?"

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Song: Hellevator

Artist: Stray Kids

My life's at a rock bottom's cliff

I'm walking in a dark tunnel

I'm holding up

This cruel, dreadful day alone

My school hallway is fading away

On this unfamiliar way

 I'm so unlucky

 I don't have any map to tell me if this road is right

There's no way to go up

What I've been through is a maze I never want to go back to

I'm comforting myself, shedding blood and sweat Instead of blood and tears

They tell me such hills

Are just passing showers

 If you want success

 Put snares that are called failures

So yes, I bite the baits that are called pain

I'm wandering around with my exhausted wings

Of passions temporarily folded

My life's at a rock bottom's cliff

I'm walking in a dark tunnel

I'm holding up

This cruel, dreadful day alone

 Though I reach out my hand, there's nobody to hold it

They're going up riding on my pain and tears

I'm on a hellevator

My hellevator

I'm on a hellevator

My hellevator

 I'm on a hellevator

There's nothing for me

 Nobody really cares about me

 No worries for me, just stone cold "Give up on your nonsense dreams"

Their words on giving up hit my ears

 My despair only gets bigger

Covering the sky called hope

With the hands of the people beside me

I'm praying for myself to hold on

To save myself from their unkind stares

They're arguing if I'm crazy or not I'll be somebody's clown even if I make it through

That's what you're going to be

Stop trying to be a singer

I push myself

Through hearing their words

 My life's at a rock bottom's cliff I'm walking in a dark tunnel

 I'm holding up

This cruel, dreadful day alone

Though I reach out my hand, there's nobody to hold it

They're going up riding on my pain, my tears

 I'm on a hellevator

 My hellevator

 I'm on a hellevator

My hellevator

I'm on a hellevator

 I'm going to find out where the exit is

To save me from being locked in the darkness

 I frantically try to run away

 I'm on the hellevator,

I'm going up

I'm escaping my dark past

 Lighting up my dark road ahead I run as I could forget

Those tedious moments

 The bell of the new beginning

 That they've been ignoring rings

 I got on my hellevator that'll hold my hand

And take me to the penthouse

 I'm on a hellevator

 My hellevator

I'm on a hellevator

AN: Read the lyrics well. I think that it can represent both people not believing in children that want to be singers and the pain after debut when it's all fake love... You know the kind of feeling when you're both happy and sad...


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