[ Rui's house - 3:21AM]
Tsukasa's POV
I wake up to thunder and I get scared. I curl up in Rui's arms as he wakes up.
" Scared?"
I don't say anything and just stay there
" hey kasa-kun?"
" i don't wanna talk"
...
" it's ok you don't have to but why? you're always so cheerful?"
" i wanna... nevermind you wouldn't understand"
" you wanna kiss? cause if so then count me in~"
" NO STOP"
silence fills the room whenever I realized what I did. It wasn't a joking tone it was a serious one. I just sit there and get out of the covers. I roll out of rui's arms and over to the other side of the bed as I try to fall asleep.
" hey kasa-kun it's alright"
he pulls me in. I try to get out of his reach. But he keeps on pulling me in.
" do you hate me?"
" rui... no I don't I just don't wanna hurt anyone"
" hey love it's alright i'll cover your ears because of the thunder and you can go to sleep ok?"
I get under his arms and I fall asleep
[ ??? ]
" ..."
this dream was different. no one was talking. no one even moved.
" hello?"
" look what you've done."
what. I turn and rui was sitting on the ground with blood. all over him. it must've been something I did
" YOU FUCKING ALMOST KILLED HIM!"
me? a killer?
maybe if I felt like it. It would be a good way to get my anger out.
tsukasa hold yourself together!
" I can never forgive you. why are you like this. you ruin everything. people like you need help. mental help. I hope you kys."
" nene..."
" shut up. don't even talk to me"
" tsukasa-kun... i would love to forgive you but not this time. it's to gone to far."
" even you too emu?! look It was just a mistake I really didn't mean too if you guys would just listen-"
" DONT EVEN SAY ONE MORE WORD. ITS YOUR FAULT THE ONE YOU LOVED ALMOST DIED BECAUSE OF YOU."
that hit me. why did I even do it? I didn't have an explanation. I just wanted to be done with this dream. It's a nightmare actually. rui why him? I didn't mean to right?
" go away."
I walk away. But I still look around at where I am. Phoenix wonderland. at night? why? we only stay here till 7. 8 at the latest.
" NENE GIVE ME MORE BANDAIDS HES LOSING A LOT OF BLOOD"
why aren't they calling the cops?
" IF ONLY ARE STUPID PHONES WERENT DEAD!"
that's why. logical.
" what did I say... leave me alone and emu."
how did she find me? wait what's in her hand?
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the falling star...
Fanfictionhey! thank you for deciding to read this is about tsukasa angst and the main pov will be on tsukasa i will say this in the actual story since a lot of people don't read these :( anyways i hope you enjoy tw's will be included in the story so please r...
