Finding Carla

Chapter 30 - Finding Carla

"I'm asking you again, what are you doing here?" I said emphatically after Santi closed the door behind us.

"Before I answer that, why is that guy here in your apartment? Really, that fast?! You were just melting in my arms a few days ago, then, suddenly you're inviting a man inside your house. You are really something."  He was shaking his head in disbelief.

"You are out of line there, Santi. Kyle is a gentleman. We were going over a blueprint design. Why is it that you always think I throw myself at every guy? Do I look like a flirt, a whore to you? You don't know me so be careful with what you say." I said, hurt with his accusation. His expression suddenly softened. I saw guilt in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, My Princess. I just get jealous every time I see you with another guy."

"Jealous? Why?" I asked, confused with his answer.

"Isn't it obvious to you by now? I want you for myself. I'm crazy about you Carla." I was speechless. It was music to my ears to hear him say that, but I know we can't be together. Sadness and frustration filled my heart.

"You know we can't do this, Santi. We are cousins. This is wrong." Tears started to fall down my face.

"What if I tell you we are cousins by name but not by blood." I looked at him confused.

"What do you mean? Don't play with me, Santi. This already hurts so much. I don't want you joking around and telling me lies."

"I am not joking Carla. My moms finally told me the truth. They didn't have me through IVF. Mommy Lucy was already pregnant with me before she met Mama Ava. When they got married, Mama Ava adopted me. That's why I became a Ramirez. There is only one true-blooded Ramirez heir. And that's you, Carla." He started closing the gap between us and gently wiped away the tears from my face.

"So, don't cry, My Princess. I don't like to see you sad. Whatever this is, whatever we have, this is not wrong. We can be together."

I couldn't believe what I just heard. I could see in Santi's eyes that he's telling me the truth. I was starting to feel relieved, but I remembered what he told me before that he was already in love with someone else.

"But what about the girl that you like? You said you already fell in love with somebody." He grinned at my remark.

"You silly girl. That was you whom I was talking about. I didn't have the courage to tell you because I'm afraid you'll run away. It was you all along. I've fallen in love with you the moment I saw you on my doorstep angrily cursing me for playing Tennessee Whiskey loudly." He tenderly caressed my face and smiled at me.

"I love you, Carla. I'm so in love with you, My Battle Angel. I'm so glad I've found you." While staring at me lovingly, he reached out for a small box inside his pocket.

"Marry me. This may be too soon, but I have never been so sure about myself. I can't imagine my life without you." He got the big diamond ring from the velvet box and slipped it in my ring finger. I was overwhelmed with emotions. I have never thought I could feel such joy and happiness.

I gently touched Santi's face and looked at his handsome face, memorizing every detail. I feel like I am in a dreamlike state.

"Is this real? I couldn't believe all the things that you just said."

"Believe it. This is real. I just confessed all my feelings for you. But I haven't heard you say it yet...." He pouted at me, seeming hurt that I was quiet all this time.

"Oh Santi!  You had me at Tennessee Whiskey.  Yes, I'll marry you.  And I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you."

He scooped me in his arms and carried me bridal style while looking at me tenderly.

"Wait, what are you doing?" I asked curiously.

"I can't wait to make love to you, my soon to be wife. I've waited for this for a long time." He winked at me, and I blushed at his remark.

"We have to start making babies. Your dad clearly stated that he wants to see little Carlas soon. He said to tell you to follow your heart. He gave us his blessing." I was so happy to hear that my dad approved of us being together. I looked at Santi, no longer holding back on how much I feel about him.

"I love you so much, Santi. I love you so much, Mr. Country Boy."

"And I love you more, My Battle Angel. It has been a journey finding you but it's definitely worth it. I would do it all over again just to find you, Carla Maria Ramirez."

I stared at him lovingly. My heart swelled with emotions. Finally, I have found my true happiness.... In the arms of the man I love.

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