𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓.

3.

"I promise ima take you home after this" she chuckled as she pulled through macdonalds long line

"I ain't know you was this raw"

"this our first time really even being around each other fr " she said and I nodded

"Duke don't let me even come out the room when y'all over so that's probably why" she frowned

"Them niggas be tryna get at you, that's why" I laughed and she nodded

"like who is them niggas specifically"

"I'm just asking so I can stay away from them" she said sarcastically

"soriah shut up" I said and I heard her let out a small chuckle

"you want something?" She asked me as she made it to the drive through speaker

"uh yeah just two large fries" I said and she nodded, she started ordering her food and everything, I pulled my wallet out and handed her my card

"It's cool I got it- take it" I mumbled and she took it

"You literally only got two fries you don't have to pay" she laughed

"yeah but I did get something, and you driving me around so I might as well" I said and she nodded

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time jump..

"thanks I appreciate it fr" I said to soriah as we pulled up to my house.

"It's no problem I gotchu" she said and I smiled.

"bye" I mumbled as I got out the car, I started walking to my front door, I opened it and I seen soriah pull off.

I threw those fries in the trash straight when I got in there. Them bitches was cold, and it just wasn't hitting fr so I just threw them away.

I went upstairs to take another shower, I swear I couldn't get that fucking jail feel off of me.

I started the shower then getting in, I just sat there thinking. Ion know how all that happened yesterday, felt like a movie deadass.

I was mostly just felt betrayed, like everything I did for her and she would go and do that to me. I should have seen it coming, everyone tried to tell me. Even my mama, wish she was talking so I could hear her say "I told you that girl wasn't no good"

That's all I want right now, is for my ma to wake up.

"hey uh god, ion know how this really work I kinda feel like I'm just talking outloud right now. But soriah recommended me over to you." I chuckled "uh I just want to ask you why? why cortez? Why my momma? And now Mia, I haven't done anything I'm tired. Really just want all this shit to be over."

"just um wanted to know when all this shit gon get better, when and ima feel like I really belong in this world. Cause at this point I just feel like all this is pointless my whole life is just pointless..." I said as I started to break down

I cried and cried as I showered, after I got out I got dressed and just went and layed down in bed.

I started to go off to sleep until I heard my phone ringing. Which it was an unknown number face timing me.

"hello" I said answering

"hi" soriah popped her head in the camera

"how you get my number" I asked laughing

"uh.. I went in dukes contacts"

"yo ass a lil stalker huh"

"yes, I am. And I'm proud of my stalker ways" she said making me laugh

"I'm always one step ahead of you, can't get one over on me" she said smiling

"oh fr" I asked laughing and she nodded smacking on something

"whatchu eating" I asked

"skittles" she mumbled with her cheeks big because she packed the skittles in her mouth

"who dat" Duke asked in the background

"kai" she said lowly

"speak up" he said

"kai" she repeated mumbling

"oh alright" Duke said laughing, as he walked by the camera sticking up his middle finger

"I thought he was bout to get mad" she mumbled

"why would I get mad, it's just kai" he laughed, they started having a side conversation and I just started tuning them out as I slowly started to fall off to sleep

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