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I was sitting down on the floor my back against the wood of my bed,my head was in between my legs . I wasn't crying anymore I was just letting out heavy sighs
I heard the knock on the door ever so light,it was almost impossible to hear and no one had to tell me I knew it was him. Everything about him was different even the way he knocks on the door. I heard it again knowing he wasn't going to leave I got up and went to the door gently turning the knob
My eyes immediately landed in his brown orbs. It's been almost a week now since I last saw him after my outburst. He looked a little thinner it wasn't obvious but I noticed it.
"Let's go for a drive" came his voice and without a second glance at me he turned and left. His voice was more of an order than a request
I closed the door behind before picking up my abaya that was lying on the bed and dashing out of the room knowing how well he hates my tardiness
We drove in utmost silence everyone in their thoughts. After a while he stopped the car and that's when I turned to look at him. He looked distant as he stared out the window. I took that opportunity to give him a good look. He had on a black t shirt which had a low v neck as you can see his abs peeking out a bit and his biceps looked tense almost like it was going to bulge out of the sleeves but yet his face still tender and calm almost like he was sick.
"How are you"he brought me out of my thoughts with his ever gentle voice and my eyes drifted to his. I felt a lump in throat and suddenly words failed me . I don't know how to explain to people that his voice was gentle yet authoritative ,I just nodded and I began nervously playing with my fingers
"I'm leaving tomorrow"he whispered almost in audibly and I stared at him confused
"What do you mean leaving"I asked giving him my attention
"I am going on a mission m " he added looking away from me and my breath hitched
Something was wrong he never informed me whenever he was traveling
"When are you coming back?"I asked
"Not anytime soon"came his reply and I sniffed
"You are leaving because of me aren't you?" I asked even though I know the answer and my eyes began to water
"Look this is....."I cut him off
"I am sorry. I said I was sorry please don't go.I promise to be a good girl"I was crying by now
"I won't fight in school anymore. I won't throw tantrums and get angry"I quickly added
"Please don't go" I reached for his arm but stopped half way though when I remembered how much he despise me making any form of physical contact with him
I brought my palms back to my face and began to sob
"Hey,hey listen to me" he bent his head
"This has nothing to do with you okay. You have always been a good girl. It is just work . Duty calls okay"I wasn't convinced but I still just nodded my head.
I saw him moving his hands closer to me and he lifted my scarf that subconsciously dropped on my shoulders and placed it back gently on my head covering my hair and I only stared at him.
"We will still be talking over the phone"he paused
" I promise to call you every single day" I only nodded before looking out the window and silence took over for a few minutes
I suddenly heard him chuckle which made me turn to look at him
"I was expecting you to jump around in joy never knew you liked me so much" he teased and I pouted my lips
"I will not even miss you" I defended
"We will see about that" he teased back and I glared at him
I have no idea how he does it but I suddenly found my self laughing
He started the car again and drove he stopped and I looked out the window to see where he brought us . I turned to look at him and he gave me a small smile and I didn't know when I smiled back. He brought me to my favorite place . We got down from the car and walked in . I pushed the cart and he picked out all my favorite chocolates
He began talking to me and I felt my self gradually lighting up and before I knew it I was laughing . We even ended up having an argument as usually .He laughed so hard after I said something silly
"I will really miss" he said in between laughter
"Me too you are the best elder brother ever" I replied but I saw how his expression changed and I knew exactly why.
The drive back home suddenly became quite . When we got home I tried getting down from the car but he locked it so I turned to look at him
"What did you just call me" he said and I could almost taste the bitterness in his tone
"When?"I asked faking oblivious
"The last statement you made "? He added
"Oh I said you are the best" I replied
"Who am I to you?"came his voice
"My brother"I simply replied and he dogged his hands into his hair and let out a frustrating sigh
"Am not your brother...your brother can touch you,I can't. Your brother can see your hair,I can't" he said his perfectly memorized lines. I have heard this from his mouth so much that I have memorized it.
I wanted to say something but just kept quiet knowing it will cause an argument
But why does he not complain when it is Ibteesam is it because she is his cousin and I am not
He unlock the door and I reluctantly got down I walked to the door and turned to see him still seated in the car not moving an inch
I walked back and knocked at his window
"Should I make us pancake"I said trying to lighting up his mood
He let out a small smile knowing exactly what I was doing
Any time I offended him we always have a mini party in the middle of the night's making pancakes
And we did exactly that this night and the next day he was gone .
He left................... And I felt numbbb
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