Mine (NueaToh FF)

secrets

My bed with a pillow case and life sized pillow of his photo on it.

He saw a big portrait of him on my bathroom door.

He is mad at me.
So mad that he chocked me.

"How long have you been stalking me" he asked me.
His eyes are mad.
His grip is tight.

And I am chocking.
Gasping for air.

"Nong Toh!" P' Thump said.

Just my dream and imagination but it felt real.

"I guess your room is filled with his photos" he commented.

No point at hiding he already know my secret.
I nod at him.

He just laughed.

"I hope you found the one who will love you more that you know" p' Thump said.

"Who would love me p?" I asked.

"Someone out there Toh. Just wait and see. But remember Nuea I mean Red is not the person on earth na." P'' said.

I smiled.

"We are here." He said and parked the car.

"Thanks na p'." I said.
I get down from the car and he left.

I walked to my dorm and prepare for my routine.

My phone rings.

New number.

"Hello" I said

"What is your underwear White or red?" He asked.

"Shiya!" I shouted and dropped my phone.

I picked my phone and turned it off.

Called again.

"Sawadee Khab" I said.

"Is this Toh?" He asked.

I think I know this voice.

"Yes sir this is Toh. What do you need?" I asked.

"Toh" he whispered.

"Excuse me" I said.

"Toh" he whispered again.

"P' stop na I will put this off" I said

"Toh. I am looking at the photos you took of me na. You are really good at it. Can I ask you to be my photographer for my photoshoot?" He asked.

"P'' that depends on when na
I am also the official photographer of the University Fair." I said.

"Aw.. wait by the way. Do you have the photos of the my college moon and star?" He asked.

"I have some p'" I said.

"Okay I will meet you tomorrow at lunch." He said and the call ended

"Wait!"

Damn!

Wait!

What?

Who?

And How?

"Siya!!!!!!" I chat our group.caht.

"Toh what happened?" Jao responded.

"What dream is it this time?" Som asked.

"Spill the tea!" Daisy said.

"Shiya mung!" I sent it
"P'' Red called" sent.

"How?" Jao asked.
"Wait are you sure?" Som asked.

"Toh reality versus dreams" Som also added.

"Toh. And everyone voice call" Daisy said and he now calls.

"Toh!!!" Jao giggled.

"Okay now tell us" Daisy said.

"He said I did good job in taking pictures. Then he asked me to be his photographer on his photo shoot.
Then he asked me if I still have the photos I took this lunch I said yes.
Then he said to meet me tomorrow at lunch!"
I said.

"Toh. Get some water and drink" Daisy said.

I obeyed.

Then the three of them shouts and giggles.

Good thing I have head phone on or my neighbor can hear their noise.

"Someone is gonna sleep nicely tonight" Som said.

"Or he can't too much excited for lunch tomorrow." Daisy said.

"Mung I am sleepy na. Goodnight. Congrats Toh I still wonder how he gat your number." Jao asked.

"Yeah good night" Daisy said.
"Good night everyone we are all happy for you Toh" daisy said.

"Good night" I said and the call ended.

Morning routine and morning work so damn many!
We are only loaded like this anyway during University Events like this.

"Toh!" Som called loud

I adjusted my eyeglasses and looked up.

"Hi!" P'' Nuea greeted.

"Shiya!" I said I'm shock.

"Aw" he said.

"Sorry. Sawadee p'Nuea" I said abruptly.

He sulked.

"Sorry for the curses na" I said.

"Let's go have some lunch" he said.

I looked at my friends.
"I will take Toh for lunch na. And check the photos." He said

They all agreed.

I took my laptop. And my camera. Followed p' Nuea.
To his car.

"Why do we need car for? The cafeteria is just right there." I said Pointing at the main cafeteria.

"I will take you to lunch" he said and opened the door for me.
I secretly giggled watching him walk to the driver's seat.
And act nothing when he entered the car.

O gods of heavens and earth and hell. Help not mess up.