PASSION

Part 61 ...

AFTER TWO MONTHS

SUSHI'S POV

Two most important days of my life , one because darshan is finally going to take a step towards his dream and second I'll be heading back to New York . I never wanted to visit India in the first place , but yet I did , just for dad . And now it's getting hard to leave from here , leaving everyone behind . It's the first time I truly got attached to people other than nik . I got my bestie here , Kritesh is one of the kind hearted person , pure soul . He came to me on the first day to tell me that whatever darshan did was just a dare to him or else he wouldn't kiss any girl . I kinda liked his truthfulness , he was true , darshan didn't try to kiss me , but protect . Yet I don't know what made him remove his hands and make our lips touch . Love gives you hint , and those butterflies in the stomach at that very contact was the first hint . But I never wanted to fall in love , and here I am loving a person more than myself . And guess what I know I'm going to break and yet I can't love him any less . Its not like that I loosed my hope , but I know what music means in his life . I'm not going to tell him that I won't ever come back after his decision , as I want him to give his best for his dream . I will be back with my life , will it be easier to be without him or his presence around . I called him to the music room , to have my own sweet time with him before leaving , I was wearing a sky blue colour jumpsuit . A pair of earrings , my heels , and my hairs falling freely . He wanted to read my diary , today I'll read out a piece to him , the thing I wrote the very first day of our encounter . I don't know I was nervous or may be afraid . My palms were sweating , and I was constantly rubbing them together . May be my forehead carried worried lines over it , I don't want to look like something is wrong . I composed myself and I heard the door unlocking sound . There he stood , a blue shirt perfectly Hugging his body , his hairs a little messy and covering his eyes as falling down . His lips as always so tempting , but one sec , his specs were missing . He walked up to me and winked

Sushi's loosed herself in his cologne , and before she lose her balance darshan caught her , by her arms . He made her stand steady , and spoke up

Darsh - control Miss.Susmita Rathod , don't you think you are loosing yourself too much into me . I guess I should be the one falling seeing you , I don't know why I'm wasting my time talking

He leaned forward when sushi kept her hand on his lips and moved him back - you are here to listen me , so stop

Darsh plant a kiss on her palm and sushi instantly remove her hand - that's not fair babe , I will be leaving tomorrow , and here you are not letting me be close to you

Sushi - first hear me out

Darsh sigh - fine go on

Sushi - I wrote this the one the first day when we met

You were a mystery to me
I knew you
Yet something I was unaware of
When I collapsed with you
And looked up in those pair of eyes
I discovered a genuine sight
Those hazel brown eyes
Fear and care reflecting in them
Those lips already
Making apologies
Your nose is cutest
Don't know why I feel
You don't know that yet
Anyone would love to know
Every ounce of you
Not a love person
But yet I fell for you
Prankster , playboy
A not so good boy character
But yet this heart melted
When you made our lips contact
I yet don't know
Why I felt butterflies
Just in our first encounter

( after finishing the reading from her diary she looked up to darshan and raising her brow at him she asked ) so how's it ?

Darsh - why were you troubling me after falling for me on the very first day

Sushi - because I loved to do that , the faces that you used to make , that anger . It kinda fascinated me

Darsh - then why were you running when you got to know that I started liking you

Sushi - because it scared me to hell , I was never a person who wanted love in her life . I have seen my dad break , after mom passed away . And I know that he at least had me , a reason to live . But what if someone breaks my heart in shattered pieces , who would be there for me . What will I live for , but may be now I know that I should love myself more before I love someone . So ya