I wanna thank my readers, not just for this story but for the other ones too, for all the love y'all give my books. Writing has rlly been the only thing for me to escape reality. As of now, I'm not tht good at it, but I'm getting better. Sometimes I try to write shit tht has either happened to me irl which, if you've read my imagines stories, are mostly the bullying imagines I write. I have struggled with depression for YEARS now because I 1. have a half-absent father in my life N 2. I have gotten bullied becuz of my facial N bodily features.
A lot of ppl question why I encourage what ppl think abt me N the answer to tht is becuz I think ppl fail to understand tht when uu have been bullied for so long, you start to believe what ppl have said abt uu. For example, so many ppl have called me ugly or have said things tht relate to me being ugly for so long tht I'm now starting to believe tht I am ugly. I don't know if tht makes sense lol, but yeah. When ppl tell me "omg ur so pretty" I fail to believe tht becuz, again, I've been bullied for so long that it's hard for me to believe. With boys, I've started to think tht they only say they like me to make a mockery out of me.
So yeah, I just want to come on here N say thank uu N I appreciate uu guys so much
