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A/N: I don't seem to be editing my work, so hopefully it's readable. ahhas im so lazy -.-
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Jason gave me one last heart breaking look before he took of sprinting to who knows where.
"I'm sorry, it was a mistake," were the only words going through my head at the moment and i wanted to go to the bottom of it.
JASON'S P.O.V
I had asked Josh, one of my close friends, to watch over Eclaire today because i had heard that she was going to be driven home by that .. Daniel kid... and i wanted to let's say, push his buttons and see how far he'd go if he saw my at Eclaire's house. Josh told me that she apparently knew she was being watched and he somehow cracked up when he was telling me this. I have no idea why though. Right now I'm behind the run down gym equipment storage shed.
-ringtone goes off-
"Yo Jason! You can go make the move to her house now but take the back streets and not the main road to Eclaire's house. Make sure to be there before her, so you better run bro!"
"A'ight. Thanks man, i owe you one."
I quickly run through the field and jump the fence. All i had to do now i was run a couple of blocks. As i was running I didn't realise how many students hung around the back of the school field. All of them involved in some not needed activities which i prefer not to speak of.
When I get to Eclaires house i planned on confessing my love for her, because when i look at her all the girls that just want to get done and the ones who try to be fake just disappear because Eclaire is something special. Whenever she laughs, it brings a smile to my face and i get jealous when i see that Daniel is the one to make her smile and laugh with joy that i could never rbing her with the status that i have. The player.
I turn the last street until I'm at the all to familiar street which I have often seen Eclaire walking to. I swiftly creep along the fence until i find a window with cream curtains covering it. There are pictures blu-tacked to the window but the pictures are facing into the room. I climb the pipe which coincidentally is right next to her window. I attempt to open her window and i proudly push it up so i can climb in.
Her room smelt like vanilla and something else i can't even name. All i can say is that her room smelt.. nice... As i look around her room i can see that she isn't like most teenagers where in the morning they just get ready and don't even bother to clean their room. Her bed with a cupcake patterned blanket and pillow was neatly put together and her bedside table with an assortment of products was even neat. On her table was her laptop, stationery and homework all stacked and sorted in a neat manner. He had a tv hanging on the wall and next to that was even more pictures of her and her friends, namely Daniel, Sandra, Diana and Martin at a party and some celebration.
One picture caught my eye and it was a picture of her and a girl that look exactly like her but a little taller and looked more mature. How come i've never seen this girl before? Is it a relative? Friend?
I was so caught up in the picture that i didnt realise Eclaire came home until i heard the slight squeak of the floor. I re-think what I'm doing and I take the rose out of my pocket that i neatly put in there and place it gently on her pillow. I think I'm going too fast if I'm going to confess my love straight after causing trouble for her the other day. I quickly jump out the window closing it in the process. I hang on the ledge of her window sill and as I'm hanging there, I hear her scream something but I'm too worried about the drop from her window to the ground.
A few seconds later theres tugging at the window and i really hope i dont fall or get caught. The window opens and she's still saying something
"-calling an ambulance if i break your fingers!" she says. Ahh.. what a lovely vioce.
"Ouch! Okay, It's only me!" i answer but she cuts me off before i can keep talking, "Who the hell is me? I don't know any me's around here. And i certainly don't have the patience to be fooled around with!"
"you didn't even let me finish my sentence!"
"Go on then."
"It's, it's AHHHH!" Just before i finish my sentence my fingers had slipped and i had the trip of a lifetime falling on my face in the dirt, which i must say isn't very pleasant.
"ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! JASON WHAT WERE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM AND ON MY WINDOW SILL?!" she screams at me sound extremely furious.
"Let me explain, please" I plead.
"No chance buddy, wait, you're not even my buddy, you house robber! Get lost! I don't need this right now! Everything that has happened today probably has something to do with you!"
What is she talking about? What happened to her today? I swear i will kill whoever hurt her!
"Wait, what? I don't understand. What do you mean by everything that has happened today? Did something happen?"
"You know what? Don't act all lost because i bet you know exactly what happened exactly in the first place! You don't know how much i hate you right now. First i was annoyed now I'm just plain angry!"
She think... I hurt her? How could I hurt her when.. i think.. I'm in love with her. I think that is why Josh was chuckling when he told me she somehow knew she was being watched or followed or something. So it was my fault she's been having a bad past couple of days, how could i do this. I'm so, well i dont even have the words to explain how stupid i feel at the moment.
"I'm sorry, it was a mistake." Were the only words which left my mouth. I wasnt even thinking when the words came out of my mouth, they just automatically did. I felt guilty, especially when she said she hated me. I start walking away. feeling extremely bad for what had happened even though it wasnt entirely fault... was it?
"WAIT JASON!" she called.
I give her one last look before i take off, running like i wanted to collapse any second, right then and there. I had to get away from her and here.
I pulled out my phone and dial Joshs' number.
"Hey Jase! How was Eclaire's?"
"You knew she was having a hard time didn't you? and yet you didnt even bother to tell me because i think i just made the situation between Eclaire and me even worse!"
"Chill Jase, i didn't think it was relevant at the time."
"Just come get me and we'll chill at my joint, get Ricky aswell."
I sit on the edge of street in the rain, drowned in my thoughts.
