RIVER

CHAPTER 1

River's POV

"Ilyanne I'm sorry. But I already fell out of love for you. It's just that ang laki na ng pinagbago mo. I can't deal with it anymore. Hindi na ikaw ang Ilyanne na minahal ko. S-sorry." He said those as he released the balloon that I gave him. Supposedly that balloon will symbolize my "YES" for him. But everything went horribly wrong.

Hahaha. Silly. Napanaginipan ko na naman ang pangyayaring yun. He haunts me even in my dreams.

-FAST FORWARD-

8:30 AM

"Ms. Verera. You are late AGAIN. Every single day Renesmee. Kelan ka ba magbabago?" Here we go again. Our good old adviser. Hindi ba siya naririndi na nagiging script na niya yan everyday? -.-

"Madam Rosette Verera, I always listen to your boring class. I always pass my exams and tests just like you want me to. The only issue here is that I am a late comer. Now, is that really your problem or mine?" Dumiretso na ako sa libreng upuan which is sa pinakaharap. Great.

"I'll see you in my office after class." As always. Nagiging suki na nga ata ako ng office niya eh. :3

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Ang bilis lang ng oras. Tapos na ang school hours which means pupunta na ako sa office ni Madam Verera. Hindi naman hassle kasi malapit lang ang faculty area sa room ko. As usual, ang dami ko na naming naririnig na mga insecure na nagbubulungan.

"Hindi naman yan maganda eh. Mas maganda pa ako sa kanya."

"I'm so much better than her."

"Nagtatapang-tapangan lang yan. Hindi kasi masaya sa buhay. Hahahaha!"

Tch. Ano pa bang bago? Haaaay finally! Nandito na ako sa office ni Madam Verera. Hindi na ako nag-abala pang kumatok. Pumasok ako diretso at umupo sa couch.

"Is that how you treat your mother Renesmee?"

"Mother? Really? Hahaha. Patawa ka. You never were."

"Ano bang nangyayari sayo? Hindi ka naman ganyan noon ah! Tsaka bakit ba ang laki ng galit mo sakin? Hindi ako ang pumatay sa daddy mo!"

"My dad died because of you. Kung hindi mo lang sana siya niloko edi nandito pa sana siya. Daddy's the only person who supported me and stood by my side." Pinipigilan kong umiyak. I don't want her to see me on my weakest moment.

"He committed suicide because he's tired already! Napapagod na siya sa bagay bagay! It's not just because of me! I also supported you! Hindi kita pinabayaan. Anak wag ka namang magalit sakin oh." She tried to hold my hand pero hinawi ko siya.

"Don't touch me. In fact, it was not suicide. It was murder. Para mo na ding pinatay si daddy araw-araw dahil sa kalandian mo! Makati na ba talaga ha? Tsaka you supported me? Talaga lang ah? Eh saan ka nung mga oras na sinugod ako sa hospital because of an accident? Nandun ka sa lalake mo! I almost died at that moment pero anong ginawa mo? Nakipaglandian ka pa!" I was caught off guard when she slapped me hard.

"Thanks for that Mommy. Or should I even call you that?" and with that lumabas na ako. I never shed a tear. I heard her calling my name pero hindi ko na siya nilingon.

Sa mga nagtataka. Yes, she's my mom. Too bad naging under pa ako sa advisory niya. Psh.

"River nag-away na naman kayo ng mommy mo no?" Here goes Dylan again -.-

"She's not my mom." I answered him coldly.

"River mahal ka ng mommy mo. Hindi mo lang nakikita kasi nababalot ka na ng galit jan sa puso mo. Open your heart River. Kaya lang naman wala ang mommy mo nun dahil na---" I cut him off bago pa niya ituloy ang sinasabi niya.

"Shut up Dylan! Don't act as if mabait ka."

It has been a dramatic day. I'm so exhausted.

"Anak... Wag ka matakot magmahal ulit. Nandito lang si Daddy. Hinding-hindi kita papabayaan. Mahal na mahal kita anak ko."

A/N : River's parents on the media *u* I love their vlogs kaya sila ang naisipan kong gawing portrayer. :">