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billie: hey
billie: wyd
billie: im sorry i said what i said
billie: i do want your help
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billie: ok i get it 
billie: i fucked up im sorry
billie: i want you to listen to this song i wrote a while ago

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you were sitting in your car listening to music when you got several texts from billie. you didnt know this girl. she could have been lying about her name and identity and that shes sad for just reasons to have a friend. i wasnt mad at her at all to be honest. i just got busy with school and moving into my new apartment. i wasnt sure what to do to help but i was going to help her till the day i died. she was pushing me away. but i do not care.

i opened my phone to the song she sent me. i stopped my car and parked at a parking lot i saw on the way. i pushed play on the song and as i listened my heart stopped. no one should ever feel like they should take their lives. 

i didnt even realize i was crying until i felt my hands start to get wet. i wiped my tears and decided i was going to text her back

me: i am not mad at you
me: ive been moving into my new apartment 
me: your song is beautiful
me: youre so strong
me: i am proud of you

billie: proud of me why
billie: thats cool where did you move

me: just moved to highland park area

billie: oh no way!  i grew up here haha

me: thats strange... 

billie: life is strange

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