thirteen-Evie's perspective

moments in love

it was the next day, i woke up earlier than Tracy.
I didn't know what to wear but then I remembered that Melanie made Tracy her dream jeans, and Tracy didn't like them so I decided to wear them.
I paired those pants with a black tank top.
I did my hair and makeup, and then went to eat. I was starving.
I went to the kitchen, everyone was sitting there. They were eating some cereal.
Yum. These were my favorite.
I sat down and said ,,good morning"
Me and Melanie had a little chat.
We were laughing.
Then Tracy came in.
,,well excuse me?" She said, she seemed upset.
I think she knows that I found about her self harming.
I tried to keep a poker face so no one would suspect anything.
Mason told Tracy to eat, she got mad and told him to fuck off.
damn it what's wrong with her, why doesn't she appreciate all this?
She should be happy that I get along with her family.
,,come on Evie let's go" Tracy said.
I stood up from the table, put my bowl into the sink and approached Tracy.
Melanie interrupted, she asked me if she can talk to Tracy in private, so I just walked away
Then me and Tracy went to school.
Today Tracy was acting strange, she didn't want to eat anything, she was upset all the time.
I wonder why. I'm gonna try to brighten up tomorrow for her, and plan something fun.
After school we just sat in Tracy's room. She told me that she has a crush on Javi.
I got jealous, because I like him too. But I know he wouldn't like me because I have a ,,boyfriend"