My Hate

Chapter 1- Before

It happened again. I was beat and attacked by my own village for something I can't control. It was hard not being able to help myself. But I trained. I became a strong shinobi. And I am at an Anbu level. My name is Tsuta Amane. And this is who I am. A murderer. But let's not get into that. I ran and left. I didn't belong there. My father would yell at me every time I asked if I could go adventure in a different village.
"I know my place! It is time you learn yours!"
His loud voice would make me cry when I was young. But after I ran away, I felt free. Like I could do anything. I didn't need to worry about my father yelling at me or the village hurting me. I was finally free. Right now. I'm at a lake. Swimming. Suddenly, I felt two different chakras approaching me. I dove under the water and used my gills to breathe. I was unsure who they were or what they wanted.
"I can see we're gonna have to do this the hard way."
Someone got into the lake and came after me. They were much faster than I was and I got caught. When we got up to the surface, I wanted to scream, but a large hand covered my mouth.
"Make any noise and I will sacrifice you. Do you understand?"
I nodded my head and stopped resisting.
"My leader asked us to find you and bring you to the base. Are you going to cooperate or will I have to force you?"
"I'll listen. May I get dressed?"
"Hurry up."
I was scared of these men. They were much bigger than me and I could not fight. I was unprepared. When we got to the so called base, I was taken to a room. Than I was asked questions. I don't want to get into the details. But I was recruited into a criminal organization called the Akatsuki. I was told I would be sharing a room. But I don't know who with. I was shown to a room and pushed inside. Is this my life now? Is this what I've worked so hard to escape my village for?
"Who are you?"
"My n-name is T-Tsuta A-Amane. I was just recruited. The man with the orange hair said I was sharing a room with you."
"That's alright. Why are you scared?"
"Because they threatened to sacrifice me."
"I see you met Hidan already. Don't worry about him. You're fine. Come here."
I hesitated but listened. There was something comforting in his voice. When I pulled my head up, I saw he was like me.
"You're like me!"
"And you're like me?"
"I've never seen another shark person before." We both said.
"Hehe. It's nice to meet you. The names Kisame."
"Likewise. I can tell we'll be friends."
"Possibly."
After the way that Hidan guy treated me, I had a hate towards him and the others, except for Kisame. He understood my struggle. He understood what I went through being a shark woman. He knew what it felt like. I was forced to go on missions on my own as I didn't have a partner yet. There was a rare occasion when Leader-Sama would pair me up with Konan. Seeing as we are both females, the missions would get finished easily. Of course, they were dangerous. But that feeling of excitement when you could die at any time is what I live for. I love that feeling of exhilaration. The adrenaline rushing through my veins as I take a life from someone who gets in my way. It feels like trying a new food. Amazing.